Seeking stake

So I've been playing no limit hold em' for about 15 years off and on. I started playing online on AbsolutePoker when it was still legal. I was contending in most tournaments I played. In a week span I had won upwards of 10k I took first in a few tournaments. My buy-in were low stakes I think the highest I bought in for was 20$. But unfortunately not long after I feel back back into a very long addiction issue. I've spent a few of them years in custody and homeless and purely in a dark place. I've recently started trying to play again. I play on Onlinebet.ag since all the major sites are not allowed in my state
Minnesota, I haven't won anything impressive on there. But I am usually cashing. But with a 11$ max usually on my buy-in budget people tend to play extremely loose. And to me just to be able to cash on a few of them would allow me to buy into higher staked games. I really am very passionate about no limit hold em'. I understand the game, I pick my spots pretty good. I'm definitely not a professional but I truly believe I could be. Unfortunately I'm not in a place in life where I'm financially stable and am just looking for a chance to do something with my life. I know I could be very successful. Please message me if we are able to talk business. Thank you for taking time to read this.