Do you see something strange about GGPoker ?

hi, i live from poker seens 2/3 years ago, and im playing currently at nl100 of ggpoker, and i really cant understand what its hapenning, its like the software some days destroys you, and i really dont think this is variance, i lost a LOT of 95% favorite, ( really a lot) like 5% or 10% it becomes 80%.

im not crying i understand the variance, sometimes some fishes put the running once and they hit, its strange, i mean when u are almost dead you at least put "running twice".

someone had similare storys?, its like the soft punish the professionals.

this are my graphs, i repeat im not crying about variance, i doint care variance, this fits in another level, just asking is someone else are having this issues.

Idk if its rigged, and i know i sound like a fish, but i really want to know

Graphs: this is february and if you know the sistem from ggpoker its not the real money ofc

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edit: graphs are from NL50

edit2: i think im going to go anotheer software, wichone do you recommend?