Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)

Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)

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08 October 2023 at 02:00 AM
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I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
Cause when a lover aches
That's when a lover breaks
I want to go home

Spaceboy you'll kill me
Before I'm dead and gone
And any way you chose me
We won't belong



Apologies for the psychotic Private Messages. There were a lot. I was remiss.


Built with stolen parts
A telephone in my heart
Someone get me a priest

To put my mind to bed
This ringing in my head
Is this a cure, or is this a disease?


by Tuma k

I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
Cause when a lover aches
That's when a lover breaks
I want to go home

Spaceboy you'll kill me
Before I'm dead and gone
And any way you chose me
We won't belong

space is pretty vast. I’m sure there’s a lot of space people out there.



I have been suckered into buying this game.




I can't believe I was once in love.

Never again if I can help it. But what a ride it was.


You're guilt-less and free, I hope you take a piece of me with you.




I have less talent for chess than SBF did for League. That hurts to think about.

At least I'm smarter than him. You will not find an "allow negative" function in this blog.


Oh man...


Just something f^cked up to ponder on...


Blog writing just to get by
Stack your posts 'til they get sky high
- Kanye West

The 20th anniversery of my first time playing poker recently passed. It was during halftime of a Carolina Panthers playoff game. We sat around playing LHE (.5/1). I was the big loser.

A couple million hands of online poker later, with intermittent spurts of live poker, I am ready to declare myself a Live Pro and embark on a journey destined for sucess.

Despite disliking the game at times, I've never really loathed it. I've burned out plenty of times from going overboard with volume. But I've never hated the idea of playing. I hope given my very long trek of enjoying poker, that it will be a non-burden until I'm dead.

I really like the idea of playing for the rest of my life, as crucifiable as that sounds! While I don't love the casino environment, it's something I tolerate, I really enjoy playing number games with goofballs. I love not having a schedule, and having nobody I have to report to. I love playing a game. I love being good at a game, at least relative to those around me.

What I love most is making big hands. Re-reading what I just wrote, it sounds amateure-ish, but it's true. After infinity hours of playing, I still get a buzz when I flop well. It's fairly uncommon to go an entire day without making a hand, so it's a daily rush of blood to the head.

I'm still not great when pots get huge. When they become 4-digits I kind of lose the abillity to think and just put the money in. This will improve with time and experience playing bigger games - which I hope to do later this year. I could play $2/5 now, many knowledgable folks would consider it a mistake not to, but my gut says I should spend a few more months winning consistently at $1/3. And Doyle said to always trust your guts.

I think my 1st order of image (how I look when I sit down) overrides all sensibility of my opponents. I wear a hoodie, headphones, and play very few hands. I'll even openly talk about how tight I am when others comment about it. You would think the locals would stop paying me off but it doesn't seem like the case at all. They might view me as someone aggressive and unpredictable just from how I look, which is all very comical to me.

But I do the same with OMC's before playing a couple orbits with 'em. Same goes for stereotyping ethnic groups. The difference is that I adjust; my opponents don't.

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It's 5am, my sleep schedule is revolving, and I'm just killing time before going off to the casino.

Curry is a new thing in my life and it is wonderful. I've been eating Thai food more than any other since high school. I've never ordered curry until a few weeks ago for some reason. Creature of habit, spectrum trait, I dunno, my method of madness does not matter very much. But wow, my first spoonful of Green Curry is the best part of my day! My stomach is getting older and I really shouldn't be ordering level 10 spice, I have been paying the price all night long, lol.

I'm watching a Chess 960 tournament taking place in Germany. The guys are doing their thing...I am a massive degenerate when it comes to watching chess. I don't even like playing anymore, it's mental torture, I might even say I hate it, yet I have no issue watching the best in the world go to work. Which is kind of a curious thing; any psychologists wish to chime in?

My chess fascination is comparable in a way to being okay at writing while having nothing to write about. I'd like to update this blog with passionate entries more regularly. But as I've echoed earlier on, I am mostly a boring person with average abilities. It tickles me that this thread has thousands of views, even if all threads receive the same notice. I wish I could dance for you more often, but I don't have much of any rhythm.


Fabi and Lev played 7 hours of 960 today, 6 games total. Kind of annoyed that I missed it.


Someone asked me how I stereotype.

Black Guys - Better card sense than average.
Asian Guys - More unpredictable and braver than average.
Hispanic Guys - Have to wait and see, a little bit of everything.
Women - Spew machines
Asian Women - Usually good players


I know I'm doing better because Beethoven is totally not harrowing to me anymore.



I'm looking forward to moving back to Michigan in May.

While Vegas is fine, I can replicate my daily life almost the same back home.

One thing I want to do back home is link up with a friend who has become skilled at music. I want to become a serious guitar player, play gigs, and eventually find success. It feels like contemporary music is at a low point - what people typically like actually flat out sucks.

I don't have an amplifier out here, and I don't feel much desire to play. But I plan on learning to be more musically inclined in the future.


YTD


Goal for the year is $60K+. I will get there most likely.

This is probably the last time I will update results. There's almost no gain to be had in doing so.


Breakfast:
Eggs
or Grilled chicken with vegetables

Dinner:
Thai Green Curry
or Salami Sandwich

Cheat meals are verboten. They are akin to drunk poker sessions.



Update:

Ran into some mediocre curry at a new place.

I've also not lost any weight in the past five days. Ergo I will keep ordering CURRY, but will just eat the contents and toss out the delectable soup.


I am a weapon of massive consumption,
it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function.

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