A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Busto
So ****ing devastated
Yeah man.
Won $250 playing live today.
Deposited online and broke even.
I feel kind of decent honestly, I am really good at picking my pieces back up again and keep going.
Tomorrow is another day, and on Sunday its Sunday. Lets ****ing go shall we not?
Lost a $600 pot with JT78 double suited flopped an open ended and a FD. Lost to a rotten twopair.
Blowing my last $50 on blow to rave tonight, lets go shall we lol.
Had 15 bucks left, regged a bunch of sattelites. Satted into the bigger 11 and the sunday storm.
Got some blow left so morale is high lol.
LFG shall we???
my ****ing man, as long as I got any sum to money im ****ing lethal I have made it back from rags to semi semi riches many many times (and back to rags lol).
Honestly i believe i have gone busto like a hundred times without exagerating, but I always make it back somehow because I have serious tenacity in my veins.
PokerStars Hand #253347294967: Tournament #3812945965, $4.80+$5.00+$1.20 USD Hold'em No Limit - Level V (200/400) - 2024/11/10 15:06:26 ET
Table '3812945965 711' 8-max Seat #8 is the button
Seat 1: luckmonkeyOZ (15319 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 2: Bubuica (75924 in chips, $7.50 bounty)
Seat 3: Chani1995 (33841 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 4: NorBaggio (18123 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 5: kolos79 (20156 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 6: gerzer666 (19793 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 7: Ivan-Christina (25000 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 8: v_cmF25n6n9GV (20115 in chips, $5 bounty)
luckmonkeyOZ: posts the ante 50
Bubuica: posts the ante 50
Chani1995: posts the ante 50
NorBaggio: posts the ante 50
kolos79: posts the ante 50
gerzer666: posts the ante 50
Ivan-Christina: posts the ante 50
v_cmF25n6n9GV: posts the ante 50
luckmonkeyOZ: posts small blind 200
Bubuica: posts big blind 400
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Chani1995 [Qc Ad]
Chani1995: raises 720 to 1120
NorBaggio: folds
kolos79: folds
gerzer666: calls 1120
Ivan-Christina: calls 1120
v_cmF25n6n9GV: raises 5480 to 6600
luckmonkeyOZ: folds
Bubuica: folds
Chani1995: raises 27191 to 33791 and is all-in
gerzer666: folds
Ivan-Christina: calls 23830 and is all-in
v_cmF25n6n9GV: calls 13465 and is all-in
Uncalled bet (8841) returned to Chani1995
*** FLOP *** [7c Th 4s]
*** TURN *** [7c Th 4s] [Kc]
*** RIVER *** [7c Th 4s Kc] [8h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Chani1995: shows [Qc Ad] (high card Ace)
Ivan-Christina: shows [4h 5d] (a pair of Fours)
Ivan-Christina collected 9770 from side pot
v_cmF25n6n9GV: shows [Ah Ac] (a pair of Aces)
v_cmF25n6n9GV collected 62315 from main pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 72085 Main pot 62315. Side pot 9770. | Rake 0
Board [7c Th 4s Kc 8h]
Seat 1: luckmonkeyOZ (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: Bubuica (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 3: Chani1995 showed [Qc Ad] and lost with high card Ace
Seat 4: NorBaggio folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: kolos79 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: gerzer666 folded before Flop
Seat 7: Ivan-Christina showed [4h 5d] and won (9770) with a pair of Fours
Seat 8: v_cmF25n6n9GV (button) showed [Ah Ac] and won (62315) with a pair of Aces
stupid ****ing idiot i am
why ****ing go the highest variance route in my only tourney left FFS busted the hand after at vs same villain KK.
****ing hell.
asked a friend for a loan lol, waiting rn for a reply. he probably lends me a couple of $10
sorry for not converting the hand, you get the geist.
Nope.
Played like **** and did not good.
Broke, broke - broke.
Got no one to lend money from either.
For now I am cooked.
But I wont be cooked for long.
$~75 bucks to my name.
As a true degenerate I asked my dad for money for food so he shipped me $20 which I snap deposited on Stars to play $10NL PLO Zoom.
Ran it up to said sum and went to the gym and hit a decent Chest workout.
Bought $250 in Supplements including some SARMS which has raised my testosterone through the roof so now I am not tired anymore and I am in great spirits.
Out of blow lol but thats fine.
Lets run this $75 up shall we not?
Okay that was quick, need to blow off some steam ffs.
lost 15 bucks on zoom during the break, busted basicly everything except the 11 mystery bounty the big 7.50 and the big 3.30 left, no i just checked busted the big 7.50 lol.
got the 3.3 bb left the big 3.3 and the 11 mystery bounty, thats it...............
Lmao
The tourney didnt run yesterday played CG instead and won $200, won another $150 today.
Small wins, but they are for sure moral boosts.
I work as a teacher, been doing so since I was about 20-21. So havent played any online for a couple of days since I have to wake up early.
Maybe its a good thing to get a break, atleast I believe so
had less than 10 bucks so i couldnt deposit, deposited on an online casino and doubled it to 20 bucks lol through baccarat.
just ran it all down on nl10 plo zoom lol, waiting for an eventual 50 bucks now which i will ear mark just for tourneys and no more zoom.
had like 100 bucks yesterday but partied some and ran it all down on plo zoom.
played cash yesterday and friday, friday i broke even i think and yesterday i won small like 50 bucks lol.
salary incoming soon eventually but i am in debt lol, got a couple of 100 bucks in debt which i really need to settle.
bink incoming soon, kthxbai
all i could shake out of my surroundings was 10 bucks lol, lets see what the lobby offers.
otherwise ill shortstack two plo 10nl zoom tables and try to run it up lol....
two zoom tables it is..
trying to play tight but its whatever man youcan gii wth the nuts and still have like 60-65 percent equity, idk lets just run pure and run it up somehow as we speaking potting a rotten a aa72 no suits lulz. xD
we got 5 minutes of airplay now we BUSTO in capital letters.
no-one left to loan from my best friend has travelled to Thailand and cant even borrow me a couple of hundred bucks,
man like 3 weeks ago maybe a month ago i had like a $2.5k roll and was in my own terms balling but now im in rags (well i am always well dressed, atleast got a good warderobe lol)
so no real rrags but in mental rags ffs.
booked a small win yesterday 50 bucks, deposited and busted.
today i booked a 200 buck win, got 100 right away saved 100 at the club.
right now only 4 tables left and nothing really coooking.
the live wins are a real morale booster, i got a couple of hundred bucks in debt which i ASAP need to solve ffs.
lets bink a big one shall we eh, break over bitches
keine gluck
only got the 5.50 mini daily supersonic left and we not even close to cooking got 13bb sharp left.
overall slightly up today so I guess we will call it a win.
my half backer was atleast satisified over the fact that Ive won like 5 out of 7 last which is good for me.
On my way to a live cash game session.
Honestly been feeling absolutely miserable for the past time.
Suffering from crippling fatigue and anxiety.
All i can think is **** my ****ing life.
Idk, lets grind tonight and do our best.
Lost 35bucks, no problems.
Fatigue gone, and no real anxiety.
Took my sleeping medications and working tomorrow 8.30-16.00, lets grind!
Won like $250 today.
Took out $100 in cash and deposited $50 of it through my mom.
Beloved mom always berates me for playing poker and just told me to go on and lose all your money again.
With these cheerful words I loaded up a session and got #14 in the hot $33 for $60.
Busted the $55 supersonic AJ vs Q7 20 away from the money.
Honest to god no problem, morale is high actually and today I have suffered barely from fatigue and neither from crippling anxiety so that is a big W for me.
Hear from you later bitches!
What’s the most likely outcome of bbz playing $50 tournaments off a $100 bankroll.
Ask him yourself, but you probably don’t need too.
Are you better than bbz?
Logic leads where;
