Beat: first time playing 5/T

I got invited to a private game (5/T). My good friend Arne came along and we bought in for 1k usd each and oh boy there was plenty of action: people calling 3bets with 6To, one guy thinking one could actually slowroll A8s in a full ring game and similar ev+ moves.

We've been playing for 2 hours and people couldn't care less about us playing AK+ and setmining. We both are sitting on 2.5k (I think Arne was closer to 3k). He tells me in German "why don't we leave bro youre playing with scared money" (there were people speaking Cantonese so not a big deal) and I was thinking Arne what the f*** is wrong with you let's play ffs. Game continues and I look down on AA from UTG, I limp and obviously got reraised to 150 by one of the many fish there, three callers, and I decide to go all in thinking I'll get called by a lower pair. Everyone folds except for a total freak who smiles and shows KJs. Pot: 5500~
Flop: AT2r
I knew it was coming, turn: 8x. At this point I'm trying to stay calm but my friend was right: I'm playing with scared money and I really need variance to not do anything unsavory... River: Q
F*** THIS SH** WHEN I NEEDED TO WIN THE MOST THE ACES LET ME DOWN LIKE MY EX LET ME DOWN FFS I KNEW IT WAS COMING I WAS CALM BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S POKER AND TOLD THE GUY "NH". I ASKED ARNE IF WE COULD LEAVE WHICH WE ENDED UP DOING ABOUT 5s LATER FFS F*** THIS GAME F*** PLAYING OUT OF BANKROLL.
ARNE DRIVES ME HOME AND I TELL HIM IF HE WANTS TO PLAY SOME FIFA. I PROCEED TO COMPLETELY DESTROY HIS F***NG BAYERN MUNICH WITH MY GOOD OLD ARSENAL SEVERAL GAMES IN A ROW. F*** ALL YOUR MIA SAN MIA NONSENSE BRO

Beat: I lost a 5.5k~ pot playing way out of bankroll but it wasn't money I couldn't afford to lose, it definitely hurt my BR tho (around 50%).

Brag: I totally crushed my friend on FIFA

Back to the grind. Stay well.