A flaming guy on a cooler

Hey guys,
Been playing since 2015 ish im born 1995 so since I was 20.
Started of as a loser, eventually got coaching and turned in to a winner.
Valentines day 2016 is forever a day I will remember a day where I won three tournaments in a day and propellered off my poker carreer.
Won like 16-18k USD which was huge money for a 21 year old.

But i proceeded to bleed it away the coming year through live PLO cash games at the casino.

Busto and not a penny to my name, as the usual rollercoaster swings I ****ing manage to bink a 5200 euro seat to EPT Barcelona in 2016.
Proceeds to make day 2 with 110 BB but I have a very unfortunate run of cards ending up with me busting within an hour.
Somehow I find it a smart idea to register a 1650 euro tournament for like a third of my remaining roll which I also bust.

I claw myself back mentally and I register a $320 online(yeah you guys will find out BRM hasn't been my strong thing)
Have a massive stack with like 17 left which I proceed to bluff away with K9o against AK.
Was like at least 30k? something up top.

From there its a continuing rollercoaster, I swing up and down like 3k usd each week playing insane volume.

After taking acid for the first time, my urge to gamble disappeared.
So I take a long break from the pokers.

**** happens in my life, start raving like a maniac partying every weekend sometimes twice.
Proceeds (yeah ik my favourite word) to end up in the locked psychiatry ward in 2022 for two weeks, and 2023 for two whole months.

In there I watch bencb789 on my phone (yes you have access to phones) and in this I find hope.

As soon as I get released out, or even on my permissions I play poker online. With a deadbeat soul, but oh the hope in binking something big.

This is part 1 and I will post part 2 when I feel like it.

KTHXBAI