Narkomaan @ and his adventures

Hello everyone. My name is Narkomaan, I am 35 years old and I am from Estonia. I'm trying to paint some kind of a picture of myself, and it's not very easy, because my English is not the best, but let's try.
Mäletan et pokkeriga got started in 2008 kui sai Starsi 100 USD pannnud ja alkoi NL5 grindimist. I played like a complete robot back then because I was following a table that was 100% set up for me, with which in the NL5 world , I was able to be very successful.Pretty soon I moved up to NL10 and NL25 I also tried NL50 but that was too hard for me and I didn't really have a bankroll.
Bankroll problems have actually been a lifelong problem as far as playing. Every time some money came into the account, I had to withdraw it as usual
Perhaps the next major turning point was when I decided to play a 4.40 180man MTT in Pokerstars, the first tournament of my life and somehow I managed to close it right away - 160 USD in my pocket
After that I forgot about cash tables and dedicated myself completely to MTTs .
Unfortunately I wasn't successful enough at the time to go anywhere, I was a youngster who wanted to party all the time, and after every hit the money was wiped out in a couple of days.
I can safely say that I was a poker player for 4-5 years making a living from MTTs. I didn't work, all my income came from poker.

But yes, as I mentioned, I didn't get anywhere and my biggest hit is the ~6500 USD I got from Big109 (stars). In second place is the Big 8.80 first place 5400 USD and next comes the BIG 22 win 3500 USD.
At some point after about five years, I could no longer go on like that. I was constantly in rent arrears, I had moments where I had no food and my bankroll was watered down to zero.I decided to quit my job and do a real human job.
But I haven't lost my appetite for poker. For the last ~10 years I have been playing tournaments with intermittent success, and winning, but only as a hobby and on weekends when I don't have a real job waiting for me.

I now come back to the present moment. I've decided that I want to write down what I'm doing in the poker world, to find some chatting buddies who can point me in the right direction if needed. There's certainly not going to be any interesting reading here, but I hope some of you will take a look at some of the hands I post and give your own personal explanations.

Ah well, the current plan is to still play a lot of tournaments on the weekends and hope to get a hit.
Tried to deposit to GGPokker yesterday to start a grind there but due to some problem it didn't work and I did my grind yesterday in unibet instead.

I didnt played before yesterday like half year