Proper gambler

8I'm complete. Happy in life. If I died right now I'd die happy. I banged a 42 year old ex working girl no condom the other week mutiple times. I was a bit concerned about hiv but now I don't even give a crap. There's a pill that stops that crap now anyways supposedly. If it doesn't work ya just get sick and die in hospital or you become immune and bang trannies full time. That was the first pussy I've had and it was ****ing great. She might not even have hiv or stds and the chances are fairly slim if you look at mathematics if she has it anyways

I'm going to lose and win heaps of money playing solely poker touranments. If I got a million I might take a shot at either winning huge or losing my whole roll in a $1 million dollar touranment and be forced to go clean toilets for a living to get some money to go play $150 mtts.

Life is sweet right now. I got two days next week of work 24 hours and I'm going to play some online mtts tonight. Going to the gay club Saturday to talk to my mate a ex meth addict. He told me to get rid of that working girl. She's stopped texting me anyways 2 weeks in after I declined to go over to her apartment on Monday.

Goals for the week.

Hit the gym 6 days.

Real clean diet. Was 101kg now 74kg. I'm going to buy skinless boneless chicken breast instead of crumbed chicken to get those abs popping.

Go to a martial art session to learn how to fight better.

Run 3km everyday.

Play 5.50 mtts on ignition and pay all my bills first. Also make a donation to a charity when I get paid tonight to help poor people. I do that **** not to be a good bloke or get props but rather it gives me the idea there's plenty of money around since I'm able to help others which makes me feel abundance.

Life roll $1200 which I got bills to pay out of that this week. Money in the bank in a sense doesn't give me secruity in my mind. I focus on dream we are in basically and its the source God or whatever you want to call it that supplies all our needs. That could mean money in the bank which is supplied by this source but its not the money/job business or any of that crap that gives me secruity. Right now the source gave me 2 days work nexr week when I didn't even turn up on Monday this week. That could change though and I might be working somewhere else or i could buy lotto on sat and win 20 million. The possibilities are endless. Opportunity is everywhere