NL10 R&C GGNetwork veterant but not profitable player, looking for a coach

hey.
i have been playing poker for several years, with breaks, but never managed to climb up from 10NL;
lately i have decided to put more effort, and read the books "Play optimal poker 1+2), to improve my game theory knowlege;
i tried my way in GTOW site, and it feels very complicated to understand all of it, and more over implement it at the tables;
my goal was to understand GTO, and then adapt to an exploititive approach, but i think i lack the skill of learning it by myself;
mentally speaking, i feel like i control myself very decent, not losing much money when i tilt

i am looking for a coach that can up my game; i need someone who is good at explaining slowly and with patience, because i love to understand the logic behind what i do, and not just memorizing actions and implement it.

if you think you are capable of it, and you are a nice person (thats a plus), please send me a message on discord:
ByoND55

thanks.