grinders future outlook
High-stakes is like just a dream few people succeed getting into , the variance will mostly crush you at around nl2k which happened to me and therefore I sort of gave up on something which seemed rather fueled by illusion rather than reality.
Realizing this was one of the important turning points of my career where I came more aware on the EV of the seat I sit at rather than trying to "battle" at whatever the game is.
In poker you pay a fee called the rake. This means if you are not having a very significant edge over your opponent you are losing money playing that game.
You might perceive yourself very high but if you run in your game hundreds of buy-ins below your EV would you view yourself the same?
I encountered a period like this and I did also look back into hands played in the past judging them terribly misplayed.
My favourite game is a game of headsup with an OMC who folds as many of his buttons as possible.
We can play plo , plo5 or holdem and it still remains my favorite game.
You get old.
You grow a bit of a beer belly.
You get a bit banned from the 2+2s.
But your still the same guy you want to give something back.
You won a lot of money.
I won a lot of money.
Its a great thing.
I only won half a million max over this time and most of it is gone already.
Life is expensive.
Life is expensive.
Can I say that USA is a joke?
NO
USA is land of opportunity irrespective of all
The lifestyle is just different
I was there already ,,, cantores minores boys chore had a tour I was part of it the only respected boys Chor in Finland pretty much ...
We were slaves we were young men whose parents were charged for certain extend to accomplish this trip
Then we lived in USA upper level families that clearly had interest in culture ( bcz this organization wants a bargain on everything )
3 weeks of travel
https://www.cantoresminores.fi/main-page...
Everything there is about child abuse and a lie pretty much
There was a dude who was a pedo yet they didnt really care about him later it got big in news that oh wow whatever
In those "culture" hobbies whatever the people ther r ****ed up
You really got to push sports
Its the truth it was just insane.
It would be a huge scandal worth .
They have so many scandals already .
Personally really view it in certain way ...
My experience staying in USA
We had host families in Massachusets , Philadelphia , Boston and in Philadelphia and in each of the host families I was treated with kindness which belongs to age of 12 child
It made me distantly compare my Euro live to the USA family life and just somehow think that those people are just having it better
Mentality question very much
USA to the rest of us is a dream
the way to look at life and the way to look at parenting the positivity
it is really something you cant find anywhere else
the positivity of the people
I love America.
I really love it .
Its sad thing in a way.
but i really think America / USA was the place where the EUROS who wanted make it RAN
There is many movies about it but what is Europe really?
Thinking I will have a kid soon would I want him/her to be born in PH/USA/EUR
Either in USA / or in EURO bcz I have zero trust in PH with anything because its a **** country.
So you got to take action you go to move out.
100%
So you got to take action you go to move out.
100%
Philippines they have no idea what they do
Third world country incompetence
They are very lovely people but they don't have what it takes
I dont know
Letting my wife give birth here feels like a disaster
I got to evacuate my life to Finland at this point
Simply put I don't want my first born child to be born in the Philippines
Dont have time to waste.
Some whore is going to read application then anyway though.
Sometimes I want to kill someone.
You know already
I am going to kill the one who
I know but not going to say I know very well had some stuff with this person unsolved previously when it came down to finland visa.
You really dont know who you deal with when it comes to finnish men when you disrespect me its not going to be an happy ending
Hey where is this person deciding for any Finland Visas What is her name?
We had a problem with this one in wherever it was Kuala Lumpur service was too shitted bookerd to give appointments anywhere else than in KL
then we apply for tourist visa some woman decides you cant have it cause she my GF would need to support her own trip ... nothing helped not even my earnings or her previous visa given by embassy of Norway neither my fathers call to her saying "she will be fine "
I spoke in Macau by accident to a guy who is a hitman in HK . This means X amount paid to him means someone is going to be taken care of.
I have his contact and Im sure if we get one more visa denial by these bastards Im sure who Im going to call.
End the racism
or get a bullet to your ****ing head
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she is the person u need to associate with if u want ur fililipina or whever it is thai gf to get access to your country
