A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Yes box bought in for $150 atm got $670 and $300 in chips in my pocket, we absolutely cooking!
Got in 79ss v 74 on 568 board lmao.
Poker is easy sometimes xD
Atm at $520 + $300 in my pocket.
ended up at $400 + $300 so its ok booked a small win.
was at almost total $1k but i lost a bomb pot on the river and bled away in some small pots.
atm in the $109 fenomeno with 50bb....
lFG KTHXBAI
Solid so a 250 win live? That's still good.
Take down the 109!!!
yeah solid win but still sucks that i lost $250 of it.... got me a bit tilted.
rn playing online like ****ing **** made two big punts in the $109 and is out, got hero called by akdd on 577JT board trying to thunder through with two donkeys on turn and river..
the bust out hand i won't even mention.
i need to fix my tilt issue.
going on some testosterone pills in 2 days when i can train again, hope they don't make me tilt even harder.
guys please help im tilting hard like HARDCORE tilt punted of a sattelit just now with a2o because i just couldn't give less of a ****.
im still tilted over losing $250 in the cash game and i just won't release it.
fml man why do i have to be such a temper tantrum idiot.
got $650 in cash + $1650 in my roll so $2300.
a friend owes me $300 one owes me $100 and another $100 (yeah ik im so kind)
gave my dad $60 and god bless him forever but he asked ''why so little'' lol i love him to death but it was a tilting comment.
ON MY WAY TO A RAVE
sorry caps lock will keep it that way lol.
sattied into the $82 hyper which i busted xD
now i will go to a rave that is from 00-07 xD
KTHXBAI!
Went ravinh and went back to the poker club.
Dusted of $450 in PLO playing ****.
Just played $40 of blackjack which I doubled and had a blackjack to $88. All in.
Stayed by mistake on an 11 and it cost me all of my money.
Im ****ing boiling.
Roll is at $1600 and I got $600 in cash which I owe $250 to the club so life roll at about 2k.
Im ****ing fuming....
Man I am so lucky i cant withdraw any more for today because I have reached the limit of 3 withdrawal a day. Withdraw $160 to play blackjack for but they are not on my bank account yet brb will check again.
No i have 0.19.
My friend who owed me $300 paid me back but I burnt it all today raving.
Man I have my wall against the back once again.
Praying to the one God that I will bink something today like predicted.
Kthxbai fml kind of.
Hopefully you have a big Sunday and get back on track mate [emoji120]
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Hopefully you have a big Sunday and get back on track mate [emoji120]
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Thanks for the ASAP reply...
Took my sleeping meds but I dont have melatonin anymore will need to buy tomorrow.
Gonna go to sleep now I will try atleast.
Maybe study some poker on youtube.
Tomorrow is a new day and we take new grasp of it.
one week away from busto post....
Bro take it easy, if you are going to party don't gamble. Choose one or the other. I'm worried your tilt and control issues gonna lead you back to 0 even if you are a good poker player.
Focus and kick some ass today! Let's get it!
Agree, don't mix.
Also if you're serious about this, understand that you need money to make money, so be cautious about how you spend it.
one week away from busto post....[/QUOTE
i am getting salary and sick pay of around $1.5k-$2k so busto is not op e the table 😀
[QUOTE=WPNdonk;58961060]Bro take it easy, if you are going to party don't gamble. Choose one or the other. I'm worried your tilt and control issues gonna lead you back to 0 even if you are a good poker player.
Focus and kick some ass today! Let's get it!
i know man, but i was sober basically. just played really ****ing shitty putting in it first with a BAD wrap on a fd board...
and then i got in twopair and a double gutshot against a better two pair...
and in the middle of that I got in three pair vs two pair (same two pair) vs a FD and pocket kings that binked a set.
i just played it icnredibly bad, the funny thing it was NLHE but i was instigating the change to PLO....
Agree, don't mix.
Also if you're serious about this, understand that you need money to make money, so be cautious about how you spend it.
man i spend money way too cautiously.
just ****ing woke up...
clock is 14:35, i only slept for like a couple of hours even with ****ing sleeping meds.
need to go back to the club and pay back today... after that I start grinding like a ****ing maniac....
GL ME GUYS GL ME GUYS LOWKEY FML
K
THXX
BAI
Online is really only practice for live pokerz. ShaunDeeb a online grinder in mtts said this in interview.
Play the stakes that make sense for live poker. If your playing $100 live mtts and 1/3 cash best to play $5.50s and maybe 10NL 10PLO like your playing.
Playing satties into $109s only makes sense if your playing higher stakes live mtts because of the game flow might be similar in a $109 and a $1100 live MTT or 5k maybe.
guys i am punting hard was 1/of whatever 100 something in a $215 stack then i got a bad beat kk v aq and i punted it all of.
edit: rn super 1st in a sunday warmup sat. lets do this the real way..
edit2: im so ****ing super tired and exhausted its like im at 0% battery it ****ing sucks that's why i am so ****ing titled. fml man these meds are ****ing me up so badly.
edit3: roll stands at $1200 sharp... i need a miracle guy a real ****ing miracle.
guys i am punting hard was 1/of whatever 100 something in a $215 stack then i got a bad beat kk v aq and i punted it all of.edit: rn super 1st in a sunday warmup sat. lets do this the real way..edit2: im so ****ing super tired and exhausted its like im at 0% battery it ****ing sucks that's why i am so ****ing titled. fml man these meds are ****ing me up so badly.edit3: roll sta
go to doc and get off abilify its not giving u the ability.
loved that pun.
they won't get me off the meds for 2 months more atleast they claim i have a severe mental disease.
loved that pun.
they won't get me off the meds for 2 months more atleast they claim i have a severe mental disease.
say calmly to doc take me off abilify please doc its not giving me ability to play poker. can u give me coke instead please doc so I can play like the late stu Unger and always be awake but winning millions?
no seriously get another anti psychotic that works. don't be scared of what it does to you just say doc can I try another anti psychotic? docs like that for sum reason. legally ya cant be on nothing.
