A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Nice, also weird date to recive a paycheck...
its the 25th here in sweden which was a saturday so salary came the 24th...
guys im ****ing cooked.
****ing 2400 bucks is all gone soon and i still got debts to ****ing pay......
honest to god poker is my only way out of this ****ing holly mark my words.
got 300 bucks left to my name......... like 500 bucks in bills needs to be paid.
this is the only ****ing way out.
back against the wall, i am LETHAL.
got 9 tables right now small buy-in mats.
no ****i
yeah i was mid 9 tables gotta keep multitasking lol but i forgot the journaling.
busted everything.
deposited 30 bucks more got two sats left....
satted on the 109 bucks Saturday KO late edition
LFG
135bb and got two 25 buckaroskis bounties LETS ****ING GO
https://www.pokerstarsreplayer.com/hands...
im such a ****ING DONK w/e w/e w/e i probably check ****ing call river FML
busted 30th........ raise called off KJs for 29 ****ing bb got rekt by aqo.
got 96 dollars to my name.
i feel like crap mentally physically spiritualy.
slept for enough hours but still deadly tired.
everything ****ed up with the girls.
blocked the girl called I everywhere, and M2 wont even ****ing respond - gave her a 24h deadline and she has read the message with no ****inng response.
nothing motivates me.... its Sunday but all the guarantees are ****ing dog ****.
hotter 33 has 3k gtd. man when I won it back in 2016 the first ****ing prize was 10k.....
w/e registered 8 tables lfg.
3 ****ing tables left and 26 bucks left - that went ****ing fast.
edit:
1 table left the bigger 4.4 FML
drank 3 red bulls but im still ****ing DEADLY tired i ****ing hate my ****ing whore life
satte in to the 215 stackosaurus but no ****ing luck yet... 24bb and a dream....
busted a6 vs j6 bvb im about to have a massive massive rage attack 😀
blocked the last girl on facebook instagram on snapchat.
they say lucky in games unlucky in love and vice versa but i GOT NO ****ING LUCK ANY ****ING WHERE.
WEEEEEEEELLL 4/24 in the 11 mini monday 6 max early edition. lfg?
How do you have so many bills if you live with your parents? Gambling debt?
What would happen if you loaded your account with $100-200 and just grinding 5abi freezeouts for a month or two with no sats?
How do you have so many bills if you live with your parents? Gambling debt?
What would happen if you loaded your account with $100-200 and just grinding 5abi freezeouts for a month or two with no sats?
payday loans and owed my parents 500 bucks and owed like 600-700 bucks to peoples.
got like idk 700-800 bucks left in loans so im ****ign cooked.
got 11th in the ****ing 11 dollar tournament for all in all idk how many ****ing bucks.
6 handed utg+1 raises 2bb i 3bet 6bb of 38bb stack sb calls and ****ing son of a whore utg+1 makes it 14bb and i ****ing should have folded FOLDED FOLDED NO FFS I JAM AND HE OFC SHOWS AA
How do you have so many bills if you live with your parents? Gambling debt?
What would happen if you loaded your account with $100-200 and just grinding 5abi freezeouts for a month or two with no sats?
yeah 100-200 and grind 5 dollar freezeeouts idk that's not my taste tbh doesn't even tingle at all.
had 94 dollars... now i got 0.19 and 3 tables left worth less than 8 bucks.
yeah 100-200 and grind 5 dollar freezeeouts idk that's not my taste tbh doesn't even tingle at all.
Well sure, but it would allow you to feed your addiction while not blowing your roll and give you time to not go further into debt so that your next paycheck can clear your debts.
