MTTs and life - my journey

Thanks guys, I wanted to keep this one alive but after reaching out to the lawyer mod who volunteeeeeeeeers! and trying to kind of squash the hostility like grown ups and got a somewhat lackluster response back, and instantly my stubborn ****ing brain just refuses to do anything to help this incredibly dead forum stay alive.

I really wish i wasnt bothered by people who i really shouldnt take seriously, but im human and i still am annoyed with that whole thing, making me not want to put in any effort to try and keep this alive. Idk, im ******ed guys.

Took most of feb off, was in spain for 2 weeks and just got back to grinding. Im not sure i have much interesting to offer here other than results here n there which is pretty foking boring imo, kind of thinking to just write all my stupid ass thoughts whatever it may be , tilt, well yeah, mostly what tilts me...

I do try to focus on positive things and share videos/podcasts/sources of information that i find genuinely helpful, believe it or not under all this rambling i do care about helping people out (FOR FREE GUYS!!!!!!1111) but given the people i have put effort in to from here (wrt coaching etc) ive been berated beyond belief, ghosted by 2 (or 3?) who also didnt pay a single cent and yeah, long story short i still havent somehow understood that a vast majority of people are genuinely only interested in themselves and have little/no moral compass at all. Not trying to say im perfect myself but **** me people do put in a solid effort in killing the last little bit of hope in humanity i have sometimes.

Im really ****ing tired and annoyed because of all these snake oil salesmen in this industry so here is a list of training sites etc (what the **** is up with peoples coaching/"training sites" rates?
I may come across as toxic but my intentions are good (i want to tell people not to overpay such insane amounts for garbage like this, also im not signed up to most of them for obvious reasons so **** do i know, but heres my take on a few i saw recently:

A few i saw recently that is beyond batshit crazy:

First of all, lets start with mr charlie carrel. For all the talk about love and compassion it sure is rich to have a ****ing portrait of himself looking like some mathematician and then charging damn near $1500 for some videos about him trying to grind up 50$ to 10k or some **** as half the content? I saw some reddit post that said it best

"I don't really see the point of these challenges by such accomplished players. Is it advertising?
World class player with 2mm+ in winnings can grind up $50 to 10k. Big surprise"

On his "masterclass" webiste, mr exploit himself says "Whenever I watch other coaching content I am shocked. Huge numbers of talented poker players are limited in their progression because of poor teaching. Players are expected to memorize solver sheets, opening ranges, betting frequencies, without any true understanding of why."

Which is beyond nonsensical, anyone telling you to memorize a "solver sheet" (output i guess?) is obviously disqualified to teach anyone anything, and it also just seems like a blatant misinformation/make others look worse kinda thing to say, he then says its weird to memorize opening ranges, not even going to touch on that but its obviously ****ing very important to know them, even if you want to raise 60% and bet bet 50x pot jam every board bEcaAUseE yOuR eXpLOtIng nl50 m8.

He goes on and says "I created this masterclass to teach you the 'why'. By the end of it you'll have the tools to work things out for yourself. I want to reprogram the way you think about poker."
Ill just say this: For one, since his 1500$ masterclass in his own words targets lowstakes players primarily, it seems pretty ****ing important to start out with remembering opening ranges, and no you dont need to know why. There is this delusion that you need to know every ***** aspect of everything in this game, whereas just memorizing RFIS actually is an insanely good ground lay for any preflop game, guess what, when you have them memorized you are VERY welcome to deviate from those ranges that you have now learned. You dont need to know why X hand opens all the time. Just stop.

In his own words, those videos are supposed to "take you through his systems to crush nl2-nl25". I mean for **** sake, you dont need any ****ing masterclass for that if you put some small amount of effort in with free content and actually apply yourself, but atleast he will learn how to label opponents and u can rail him playing high-intensity micro stakes sessions!

Dont buy that ****.

On top of that, obviously the testimonials are from online crushers such as gripsed.... Doubt he beats nl25 even with charlies high intensity micro videos.

Lastly

"Charlie has also recreated the most invaluable aspect of his career at Elite University - providing a Community. Charlie obsessively reviewed hand histories with other players while he grinded up the stakes, and at Elite University, he has now created an unparalleled community who are constantly discussing hands, strategy, mental game, and so much more."

Enough with this ****ing community bullshit. Yeah u charge ppl 1500$, oh u made them a discord servers where they can post hands to other guys stupid enough to buy this ****? The entire thing just gives vibes of him doing the poker world a huge favour, he jus wants to give baaaaaack! Enough with this bullshit. Obviously a money grab, which is the only thing that doesnt make sense to me because i was under the impression he was loaded. If you wanted to give back, how about dont charge nl25 players a overrolled bankroll for those stakes, or even more crazy: dont ****ing charge them since its all about GIVING BACK! right?

Oh well, on to the next one.

Actually, this **** too. "Unlocking wealth is within reach. Join our vibrant community at Elite University and start your journey to abundance.”", R o f l m a o. Pay me 80 bis of your stakes that u dont beat and ill teach u to make 11 bucks an hr, if ur one of the success stories. Bizarre.

Another one, and this one just keeps popping up on my youtube and because i hate myself i sometimes click and yeah, its ****ing ridic.
Mr "save 700 quid if u buy it all", who doesnt have a graph hes even beating nl100/200 which he somehow keeps informing people how to beat, whilst charging ****ing 1300 quid or some **** like that for his "scholarship" and the guy also (this makes my blood boil) has the nerve to charge 250 pounds an hour for coaching, i mean if you cant prove you beat even 100z or 200z this is just a scam, i dont care how ****ing "well wersed he is in theory" (guess what, if he was so ****ing good he would be playing and not hardly playing at all whilst pushing this product. "Its an easier life/job than grinding" is not an acceptable answer, and i do think you can be good theoretically even though you play extremely limited volume, however as a rule of thumb there are coaches out there who 1) are crushing games they are teaching u to crush and 2) dont charge extortion rates.

He also manages to say flat out you will struggle to find a more experienced coach, maybe in the sense that no one has coached as much as him which is about as useful information as his eye colour. Who gives a **** how much time you spent coaching, the quality of it is what matters and frankly his quality is pretty impressively bad if he is so experienced as a coach that few others can touch him there.

"Pete doesn’t have the time to put in any relevant volume at the moment as he spends all of his professional time on his teaching business. Therefore, he does not have a recent graph over a big enough sample to serve as reliable evidence of true win-rate. This site used to have a graph of Pete’s older results from when he played higher volume but it was taken down because it had become quite dated."

And also says "I have been a solid winner for the last decade, constantly putting in many hours of study each week to keep my game up to date and sharp."
So based on the information i have that means he used to win at 50-100(maybe 200?)nl a while back and now since he is such an expert theoretician he doesnt even have a graph to show that he is a solid winner.

Dont buy this ****, just use free resources, get some basic software and become an "expert teoretician" yourself, there, instead of saving 700 pounds on his stupid offer i just saved u 1400 or whatever the **** it costs. Ludacris. The guy charges 250 POUNDS per hour and cant provide a graph that beats 100nl or 200nl. Also his youtube tilts the **** out of me. That one is on me tho, ***** tilting but yea.

I read something about his challenge where he had some delusions about winnnig at a absolutely unreal winrate on gg zoom, although im not sure he actually said that ****, but if he did, its a good indication how out of touch he is with online poker at all and also his skillset.

Honestly, if you cant provide your poker results even considering being a coach is pretty wild but to charge these extortionate rates is just.. something else. Tilts me.

And the absolute clear number 1, although kind of doesnt count because they are americans so its kind of expected (yes, there are very good americans too! These fellas aint it tho, sometimes i think they are just on some next level troll with the bs they spew, but as with every ****ing other thing in the world its just about making money, thats all everything is about. Money money money money. **** you. Solve 4 why. The **** these guys say about contracting their range so the electicity of the nut part will subortinate villains options in defending or whatever bullshit made up words they use to sound smart as they are playing 250bb deep and 4betting J4o, like what the **** is this ****. Then they charge ****ing 4 thousand DOLLARS for a 3 day live academy or whatever bs they call it. How do these people sleep at night lol.

Polk put it well here:

Honorable mentions: Raise your edge (Honestly impressive how ****ing boring you can make a course, if you want to feel like ur back in school staring at blank pages of text and pay a fortune to do it, you go boy!

im sure there are plenty **** ones out there that i havent ran across. I remember some video of Assasinato or wtf his SN is talking for 20 min about flop sizing in a spot without once managing to mention the actual correct sizing, however he did more importantly manage to mentioned the navy seals. Lmfao.

I dont really use any sites frequently although i own basically all the big ones (wouldnt pay for those above with a guns to my head) because i remember being lost and tricked by these guys who sell ridiciously overpriced services that lack much quality to actually make it worth it, and i was for the longest time thinking this **** is too complex, too difficult so i have to find these sites where the experts are. Bitch guess what, except for runitonce (so i hear, havent used that in years, but they are pretty damn legit afaik) these sites will rarely be worth your time and also not your money, i would suggest finding someone to work with that is actually good at the game and doesnt charge you rates they have no business charging.

Again, and im not in anyway affiliated with this guy other than i am a repeat customer of his, I dont make anything at all for recommending it but i figured with all the negativity i should atleast offer up an alternative, this would be my clear no #1 recommendation for mtt players who feel like they need direction and willing to put in the time and effort to improve.

https://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/290/c...

As for me myself im back on the grind, studying alot with a newfound partna and doing some pretty interesting stuff. Never doing any cfp or something like that again given that they seem to have a 100% scam rate or so, and its just exhausting putting in time and effort in to people to get ghosted/blocked/not paid a penny, so as im still interested in doing some coaching at an hourly (can be partially for charity at a cheaper price or something like that too), so if anyone is interested in that send me a PM. Im cheaper than carrot corner!

Until next time,
Blommish

worth the wait.

Lmao.

Cant wait to hit the tables later and contract my ranges for maximum electricity of the nut part to subordinate villains ranges.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLwGfF64...

^ KakiTee said it best.

Carrel is interesting guy. In height of covid-19 pandemic he decided to be ''whistleblower''. All while being CEO/Owner of charity that he ran for 5 years or so. Unfortunate thing is we never got any vlogs, receipts or anything about him doing any charity. Multiple links to empty dormant social media accounts and blank charity/donation pages was ''proof'' enough. Could it be he faked it to boost his influencer status? Legend.

Chocking news, person who doesnt mind scamming and has little to no actual morals has done bad things prior. More at 12!

I mean, im not going to watch another second of this absolute chump in my life again, have seen this though and i agree in this particular vid but i should say however i have strong doubts kaki, mr self proclaimed alfa male who berates others for being "beta" and says **** like "i beat u in every top 10 male category m8" (assuming he decided to leave hairline out of the top 10) doing it cuz he has a good heart, he just enjoys pushing people down from what i can tell. Being toxic and yelling at his girl/wife for not cooking or whatever the **** i heard him doing on stream also a top 10 quality i assume (this was told to me by someone i trust so i have no reason to think its not true). Another person who could use a look in the mirror before ****ing swinging on anyone in chat that makes the horrendous violation of not agreeing with his mostly regarded takes. Allegedly also pretty dismising of racist remarks in his discord, or should i say COMMMMMMMMMUNITY! True alfa behaviour that.

Most of this has been told TO me but by people i know well and have no reason to think they would ever not be telling the truth, if i know this guy is a big pos without even trying, i wouldnt wanna know what hes really really like. Pathetic

Its just hilarious, if you want to use these terms that even a 12 year old should think is cringe to say without being 0% serious, every single self proclaimed "alfa" are the most ****ing beta-males i ever heard of. The insecurity is so blatant its hard to believe they dont see it themselves sometimes. So yeah, kaki can fk off too

Cant edit again, but iirc he even when i agreed on the topic managed to be an obnoxious condecending mf in that argument, which when your in the right (especially, not only) is not even necessary.

May he without sin cast the first stone.

Do you think your adding value to anyone by crying of some semi-public poker figures.

If you offer some coaching freebies people will take advantage of your time bcz its your market trick u dont obviously want to give ur time for free if u think its not worth doing so.

Maybe its time to stop crying and time to start living aligned with the realities of this world makes it easier to everyone.

Most of your problems are just issues that come from the bitter place of lacking on personal honesty and wanting to take some people down with you.

Charity is a scam by default. It is like a legalized scam. Anyone can do fundraising for projects and then take nice cuts or if your bad enough then just keep it all to yourself, lol.

Anyone representing themselves as some replacement to Jesus by their charity is an absolute joke. Your not a better person by giving away money particularly if u need to tell everyone about it not to mention begging people to give money to you with a further promise to donate so part of it further but this is the brain dead world we living in can get away with everything

Your post is so stupid it almost would make more sense if you were trolling, but alright, lets address these opinions on thing you know absolutely **** all about.

I am in no contractual obligation to "add value" to anyone or anything in order to make posts in MY BLOG. I did however think it couldnt hurt to give a somewhat qualified opinion on something that is ridicously priced and pretty terrible for people trying to efficiently learn this game, and if said person reads my opinion they are absolutely 100% welcome to disagree and throw their money in the ocean anyways. Im sure your ****ing riddle ass posts provide a ton of "value" however, good job on that. I do believe my blog is a appropriate place to voice my opinions, yes. I could consider commenting on others blogs that i have clearly not read, but ill leave that to idiots like yourself.

Your theory on "marketing" would make a bunch of sense if it wasnt for the fact that i have coached 0 hours for hourly (other than the ones that went straight to charity, and guess what dumb**** being able to help people in more ways than one is not a bad thing nor do i think i am in any way bragging about anything charitable i do, this thread has had 20+k readers so its reasonably a logical place to find poker players that would be willing to pay for a good cause (there is more than one war/genocide going on in the world right now, but im sure crying about how charities are a scam is adding alot more value than trying to do your part in helping those in need. I have coached for free from this thread more than once, helping people i would never ever come in contact with in any other way than just that and they have across the board been very happy, so your even wrong in the ****ing idiot assumption i dont think its worth my time, there are other things to life than dollar ev, i promise. I have coached for straight up charity payments and i also have had cfps where i spent alot of hours, helping people make money that i havent been paid a dime for, am i tired of putting alot of time and energy in to people only to have them not give me my fair share? Yes, controversial right?

I almost get annoyed that i bother answering a moron like yourself but since you dont post a single truth (impressive how many things are straight up bs in such a short post. Do you often believe all of your assumptions based on nothing are facts?

I dont coach people for free constantly, no. Had you bothered to read the thread you post so assertively in you would know i have coached multiple people from this forum for free and have not even once discussed any sort of paid/continued work after that, other than with people who have themselves suggested it and then ended up scamming me. Believe it or not, my job and almost entire income is to be a poker player and i dont really coach much/at all other than the people i have deals with long term. I do however stake and coach a guy playing literal micros and have been for months, in a straight up EV world it is massively -ev in both time and $ compared to spending it on my own game more, playing more etc, but i like to do things to help people who i feel deserve it where i can. Tell me more about how helping someone who is pretty much brand new to poker with coaching and a bankroll (its actually been a net negative in money, and will never even if he is a ****ing savant be a good straight up effort for money made situation. What i can do is provide help and speed up the process of getting in to poker as i know how difficult it can be on your own. He is a good guy, he listens and is appreciative of it and that makes it more than worth it for me, maybe youd have to be able to understand some things are more important than being a narcissist who doesnt care about **** than themselves.

Ive voiced my opinion on things which to you means crying, in other words you are a re tard. I think we live in a ****ed up world where too many care only about themselves and how to further their life, i would rather be the change i want to see instead of telling myself this world works like it does and therefore i dont have to try to better it in anyway, whatever makes u sleep at night buddy!

I lack more things than i can count, yet you pick one of the few things i would say i have been doing a great job with the last few years, self honesty. Even if i try i cant understand how thats your take based on what ive said, did you get this upset because my opinions did not align with yours? Feel free to buy coaching from these clearly terrible investments and ignore my opinion man, although i doubt you are in to improving yourself in any way, the world is what it is whats the point of even trying right? Not sure how saying i think x is bad is trying to "take people down", i am simply giving my opinion on certain things i think are misleading at best and borderline scammy given that they often target audiences that dont know better and dont realize what a ****ing ridic price they are paying for what IN MY OPINION is not going to do what it promises. I havent called for any of these sites to be taken down nor do i say in any way people should do something other than think twice or thrice about making these investments, if one persons opinion on a product is enough to take it down (it clearly isnt, but lets pretend in your little world) id say that says more about the product than anything else.

Writing this out i cant believe i am ******ed enough to even waste these minutes giving an answer to you, mr value adder spewing total nonsense in a strangers personal blog where he shockingly voices opinions of his.

Lmao, im truly chocked mr i add value to the world thinks charity is a scam by default, then provides an example of how a charity COULD scam as if that proves that there are no legitimate charities. Keep telling yourself that instead of admitting you are self centered and dont have any interest in any way to help people who need it. You are so dumb i wish you were trolling but im afraid you just have the intelligence of a rude toddler.

The representing themselves as some replacement to jesus is, amongst a long list of absolut nonsense too ****ing ******ed to even respond to. If you cant understand using your skillset on a forum where people are looking to learn said skill to find a way to help both them and a good cause i dont know what else to tell you. Feel free to show me where i once have bragged about what a hero i am for doing literally the least i can do to try and provide some sort of positive change no matter how miniscule you ****ing imbecil.

I dont view myself or anyone for that matter less or more worthy than another human (in a vacuum), but its unsurprising someone with your level of ******ation views the world that way. Ironically if anything again you are about as wrong as you could be (seriously, you are one of the most confident constantly wrong people ive heard/read say anything in a hot minute, but dumb people rarely realize they are just that, dumb as a rock you are.

And to address your last blatant lie/reading difficulty, i am offering anyone interested coaching for an hourly since i have gotten ****ed over too much by being rather naive in trying to help people without charging them anything other than a cut of their future winnings (which are made possible by their improvement), and im sure if you could read you would figure out i am willing to charge LESS than i would had i pocketed it all, again in order to do my part in helping the horrible things going on in this world that you seem to resonate with alot. Not sure what you mean by further promises of donations as all i said was "Pay me X or pay me less than x, some to charity but the total being cheaper than if all the money had gone to me.". In short, incentivicing people to do good and at the same time getting a discount, maybe thats a complicated idea to you.

I wish you the best of luck with your life, im sure you will need it.

Now **** off and may i suggest not getting offended by people trying to 1) Do their part for charitable causes and 2) Voicing their opinions on things in their OWN blog. So brave that you had to make a brand new account too! Idiot

EDIT:

You said so much stupid **** it was hard to even adress it all, but if someone on MY initiative is getting free coaching from me they are obviously not doing anything wrong or wasting my time, if they however take a month or two of regular coaching, improve and make money then dont honour the deal we had, yeah i find it annoyed getting scammed out of money. Wild huh? I have also repeatedly told one person who did just this and then ghosted me and has said very little in x amount of months now that he can take his time and all i ask is transparancy and him doing the right thing when he is in a position to do so.

And by the way, not that you care to read the thread or have any sort of facts known to you before you spew out a bunch of nonsense i would estimate i have mentioned about 10% of the "charity i do because im worth more than others and want to be the replacement to jesus" here because it was obviously a good way to do good both to users of the forum and the people currently being massmurdered for simply living in the wrong country by a ****ing lunatic that im sure you think is a great leader.

My father always tends to say : "its important to live when you can and not just bemoan".

Maybe that could some motivational wallpaper to you also.

By this logic you shouldn't be critical of anyone ever. People selling useless garbage courses should be called out.

Well you took it quite well out of context but I keep on topic : haven't watched the courses but I can tell Kakitee knows how to play poker and Jesus guy whatever his name also knows (more or less) more skeptical on him for sure as seems have no clue on theory and just markets himself as being some "non gto" guru but he has won a lot of money back in day and has a good intuition / talent

There are many coaches that are real scammers that present as some HS gurus / GTO coaches , lol but not getting into the negative stuff of calling some names out etc.

Also its highly subjective if some course is worth it or not for most smart people if put 1000 usd to some course it means you will work on it hard enough it brings returns of more than the usd 1000 if your still miserable you will make a complaint! But you need to know what you want to learn from the course what is the objective? What are the lacking principles? How to make the dots connect?
If your a re-tard (Chariots favourite word) no course or coach can help you ... for poker you need bit of talent and some borderline IQ .

Really? If this is how you discuss, start out with the bullsht about me thniking im jesus and "brag" (show me where please), try to lure ppl in via some sort of marketing for coaching which there is 0 truth to, indicating im frustrated that people who got coaching for free "took advantage of it" which is logically not even possible since it was my offer, misconstrued the charity offer for hourly as if it wasnt just a discount with some money going to a better cause, called me a cry baby and then made ur own little attempt at being Freud JR when you know nothing more about me than my 2+2 screenname.

I mean your stupid takes comes with your ridic point of view, i am simply giving my opinion on what i think are courses/material that is not what is advertised and also extremely unreasonably priced, just because you are allowed to set it at any price youd like doesnt mean what is obvious garbage is free from any criticism. But again, understandable that someone that think moral issues is something to care about when your young and somehow come to the conclusion that its not worth your time. ****ing insane way of thinking and the fact that you think thats a normal thing to say is mindboggling. You keep coming with replies/arguments that seems to be mainly based out of ur ass or isnt really adressing anything that ive said.

Id say a person who doesnt care about anything about themselves, their money and their family is a extremely self centered person, but it seems that you cant grasp the concept of compassion and selflesness unless its in your direct interest and you also somehow seem to think thats not an absolutely insane thing to say.

People like you are impossible to have a reasonable discussion with and you made it clear you werent exactly here to discuss but just spew a bunch of complete non truths and then instantly flip to the victim card because i called you ******ed. Which you clearly are. And you then have the nerve to say i somehow am self victimizing, i am venting in my own ****ing blog, how can u not grasp that concept. Feel free to **** off from my thread because i know i could talk to you for 500h and it would lead absolutely nowhere.

You can stop commenting here if you are going to continue to just post 5 sentences of which absolutely none hold any truth and honestly given that u clearly havent even read the thread you are just guessing/making stuff up which is straight up malicious.

FYI its possible to vent your emotions without for that sake being a cry baby, If you bothered to read anything in this thread (plenty of which would show that what your saying matter of factly is just lies) i have been pretty open about struggling with emotional control and that is something i want to improve on. But instead you come i and say i, a complete stranger to you who you never spoke to lack the ability to be honest with himself. Its just not worth trying to reason wtih someone who just blatantly makes up their entire post with things that are almost entirely not true, you dont seem like the type of guy who is super open to changing your mind (excluding the time you gave up on moral issues.. great call there!)

When the **** did i say they should not be able to sell it at that price? I simply gave an opinion on them and mine is that these courses are nonsense that they sell to their audience that dont know better and at ludacris prices, you keep putting words in my mouth so honestly just going to leave this here. I dont know why i am answering someone who is just making **** up and saying i say a bunch of stuff that i never did.

Also, the fact that im giving up on putting a ton of time and effort in to people on 2+2 doesnt mean i dont think moral issues matter any more you ****ing narcissist, it simply means i will choose to spend my time a bit more wisely, not that i like your genius ass who concludes moral issues are not worth your time. If less people thought like you the world would be a lot better of a place.

Thanks, ill skip the advice from the father of someone who thinks moral issues are a waste of time and there is no room to care for none other than yourself, yourself (money, health) and your direct family. Also thats a **** quote.

I mean everything he is saying is either not true or completely illogical.

I did not know kakitee has a course and did not mention him once in the post where i criticized a few different courses, so i dont know what the **** you are talking about really. But that clarifys that your him or a fanboy of his i guess since you come fresh in on a brand new account to defend a course i didnt criticize. And fyi looking for coins in public can also net you more than $1000, doesnt ****ing mean its a efficient way to make that money does it?

Yeah, i wouldnt expect someone who has decided moral issues is not worth his time to make any effort whatsoever to point out things that are morally wrong or questionable. And are you going to call me a cry baby three times but be upset because i call ppl names? I call myself ******ed frequently too if that helps you getting over this traumatic experience.

Yes, opinions are subjective. Thanks for the insight. Most smart people would realize what im saying is there are infinite better ways to spend the money other than buying these ****ing courses, i know my english isnt perfect as it isnt my irst language but i dont think its so ***** bad that you just cant understand a single thing i say or point i try to make.

Yeah i do use the word re-tard alot, including about myself as recent as a few posts up. What is poker talent and what is borderline IQ? Im pretty retar ded and dont think i have a terribly high IQ and i guess i am the lucky one who beat those requirements you have created! (not that it is a good way of meassuring intellligence anyways, but im done trying to talk to someone who makes **** up, put words in my mouth and also created a new account to do so. You have said plenty enough for me to realize you are not someone i should waste another inch of energy with, feel free to criticize me for anything youd like but if you are interested in getting any sort of responses from me then stop lying about just about everything u claim i am saying and putting words in my mouth.

well ... my intention was not to insult / question a person but to discuss some of your views and attitudes to help you personally

obviously you were not ready for that kind of interaction and just came up with a bunch of insults which you keep throwing and which I don't honestly identify myself a lot with

10 years of professional poker surely changes a person to more cynical direction I'm in no denial about it but everyone needs to do some work unless coming from some rich country / family

you sound like a young idealistic person a bit like Greta Thurnberg , having a lots of things over your heart yet not being able to somehow address just about anything in a logical grown up way (there is extremely hard to pick any kind of red-line of logical thinking from your posts that are very long and emotion driven)

I'm just an ordinary Joe, being a good father to my kids a good son to my elderly parents a good husband to my wife is enough to me. Simple life aligned with my heart I have no needs to tell if some coach is bad / good / complain if people take advantage if I would put my time to them for free .

Take your time few years onward you will likely be in a better place. Take care my friend!

Yeah well if you want to avoid offending people try not coming out of nowhere with a brand new account basically misspeaking on my behalf and directly lying/guessing on something you clearly arent very informed about. I think you offered zero constructive criticism here besides be a narcissist, but yeah back track all you want as if i was just going off for no reason.

Ive played poker for roughly 10 years (not quite), during this time period i have, as you should expect to always do over a timeframe of x years IMO, grew to value stuff like compassion, empathy, selflessness, trying to better yourself and not dismiss your flaws. I dont think poker is what has made you the way you are.

If i sound like a young person who belives strongly in something and not only preaches it but takes her action and does her part and then some, id say thank you but i think you meant it as an insult? You arent that easy to udnerstand for someone who just now said my messages are hard following. I think the red line is clear, dont exploit others and dont be a ****ing cu nt. Its like every message you write i just wonder if u are answering some messages i havent seen.

Last piece of advice: Being a good father and family member all around is a very good thing, but to use that as an excuse for not also having an ounce of empathy for others, especially in this ****ed up word we live in, is just nonsense. Just admit you lack empathy/compassion and think your personal energy going in to doing just about anything to help you rather choose to spend criticizing others for trying to do their part as a pretty privleged person in an insanely unjust world. You sir are absolutely full of **** and id genuienly try to reason with you if it werent for the fact that you are a self-centered individual who, to quote a retar ded man: you sure dont seem to be much of a value adder there fella.

Lastly, i dont know if u lost ur glasses or something but i have not once complained about people who took the free sessions, rather people who i have coached for profits, they made profits, and decided now i dont deserve my piece. You just cant help but say things i havent said once, can you. Go add some value to one less fortunate person you fukign moron and also feel free to stop posting here

Your post had me dying ������ All you need is gtowiz or pio and a few good partners to share ideas. The latter is more important.

I consider myself a piece of **** person when i am playing poker and i wish i was more like you. I dont know why but i was like this since childhood with anything competitive

Regarding charities, i heard many stories how they misuse their money. I personally buy food for orphans, animals or old people and i deliver them myself with my girlfriend. It does make you feel better and i feel i contribute even if it is just a little bit. Just a suggestion if yoj want to try something different

I mean a well intented and structure study routine with gto wiz is probably just about 900x more efficient than watching 30 videos of some ego maniac who is misleading his audience. There are videos/courses that have value/cant rly be criticized (Run it once), i personally think raise your edge is absoltue nonsense for the most part but think there is a legitimate crowd for it and it does have infinite better actual tools and videos that will make an impact, so i dont **** too hard on it because i realize its more my POV than the objective truth.

Well that is an insanely nice compliment and helps my insecure brain realize i believe in what i believe in for a reason. I was a fullblood psychopath playing football and am very competetive by nature, but i think you dont have to be the most compassionate person in the world to qualify as a good person, i just get baffled at having to argue for the side of compassion & empathy. Like what the ****. Also said with love only, dont forget that it is up to us to change our behaviours that we dont like, its possible but we often choose not to because its difficult.

Ofc, its well known that alot of charities are basically just paying their own salaries, however its def not the same as saying charity is a scam by default, which is one of many ****ing insane things that guy has managed to write down and posted in this page alone. (meaning all charities are scams, doesnt make sense until u remember the guy is clearly a narcicisst), Way to defense mechanize a belief so he doesnt have to think of what a piece of **** is. I have donated more than normal during the war in ukraine and like with just about everything you have to do your research on where you donate, because to claim there arent charities that do extreme amounts of good and are in no way corrupt is just like most of what old man up there claims: wrong and batshit ****ing crazy.

I def see your point about doign stuff like that, but i am a lazy mother****er and have had reliable charities for the last few years cause online. And yeah, it feels good to do the right thing, its crazy right 😃 Good on you for doing your part mate, always happy to see people who can go out of their way to help others, and even if someone donates ***** $5/month id feel they are doing great and likely are good people realizing that if your in a position to do something, no matter how little, you should.

I really pity MTT players. Feel so sorry for you guys. Oh I'm so sorry man.

That is what you want right?

no bbz?

Huh?

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You managed to man up a little and start charging for coaching instead of just criticising others ... good boy good boy... Remember to put decent chunk of profits to charity and virtue signal to be a... Good boy....

Ive had a change to chat with plenty of pokerguys like you who have such a big moral issue with taking money from some donk for their own benefit which they then try to somehow make better by some random virtue signaling and talking of some charity.

If I would say to my parents that I do some charity by throwing money away they would ask me if I want a medal or something and if the charity will pay for my retirement plan??

Problem with you starts from early on child hood you were never raised to be a man but just a Good Boy

Reported, enough is enough. You are patethic, but you know that already.

Well if you think calling people with names and psychological terms is your ok thing to do then why are you not able to take anything yourself (particularly when its getting closer to the reality which you are unwilling to be facing)

You are the narcissist who holds so little self-believe that you need to endlessly berate someone else / someone elses businesses / personality and at same time virtue signal on how you are such a charitable good guy

its quite funny psychological fact that the things humans hate / dislike the most in other people they can find from themselves, when the self-work is done there is little hate / anger left but just some amusing moments like these chats Ive had with you kid

Hey man why dont u just play that dezugman guy hu4rollz?