Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)

God is probably imperfect. Doesn't seem like the craziest idea.

God is a useful fiction for the moronic of the world, which is about 99.99 % of the population. Easily manipulated and easy to maintain in a fear frenzy.

I found a thoughtful passage scribbled onto a notepad from my schizo days.

"Doing philosophy in mind only can be a mistake. Just because something makes sense in your head doesn't mean it will in writing."

reminds me of the time i took mushrooms and decided that humanity had figured out everything optimally, the notable example to lead this thesis was that we tied our shoelaces very efficiently, perhaps the most efficient manner possible

Won't work not even close.

I think there is a lot of hope for the world.

A so-called schizo will probably have a lot of idiosyncratic language (as you probably well know), that not only doesn't translate well to others, but also doesn't translate well to himself at a later time. Seemed perfect and brilliant and penetrating ... then upon re-reading: "What in the world?" Not too awfully often, hopefully, but it's a thing.

I've been crushing my diet for the past three weeks. Today I ate watermelon, pineapple, pickles, small salad, veggies + guac, some nuts and scrambled eggs. Well under 1,000 calories and I'm fully satisfied.

Feel a few notches better today. In the throes of it I was wounded, but in reality it's not so bad.

I ate a bunch of food that I shouldn't have.

Oh well. That's often what happens when I talk about it. I tell a friend I'm dieting and the next day it's pizza. I don't know why that happens!

if i drink a bunch of soda, i'll just be craving that non stop and every day until i go a few days without and get it out of my system again

Been binge-watching Sabine Hossenfelder videos and trying to play a lot of poker.

We came from this.

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What do you think about neutrinos?

"Each second of every day of your entire life, more than a trillion neutrinos from the sun pass through your body. While other particles (x-rays, electrons, protons, etc.) can negatively affect human health when entering a body in large quantities, neutrinos have absolutely no effect, whatsoever."

"Every time atomic nuclei come together (like in the sun) or break apart (like in a nuclear reactor), they produce neutrinos. Even a banana emits neutrinos—they come from the natural radioactivity of the potassium in the fruit. Once produced, these ghostly particles almost never interact with other matter."

Howsabout they are information carriers? That could explain a lot of things in life, don't you think?

I hadn't thought much about them prior. Interesting their prevalence, going back to the big bang neutrinos helped sort out protons and neutrons. Not interacting with virtually anything make them good candidates to carry information. I don't know what that could explain, other than how stars work?

This will be sitting on my shelf for a while. Hopefully a very long time that extends forever.

A few days ago I challenged myself to eat several superhot cheese balls, and a spoonfull of what I expected to be really hot hotsauce. None of that bothered me much and I wished it had been hotter. Not long after I felt intestinal pain and felt violently ill for a few minutes. I should have expected this because I was mostly on an empty stomach.

Anyway, I took the experience as a warning sign to re-consider eating the deathnuts. There's a good chance I would be in for a bad time no matter how much I prepared.

This is very interesting to think about.

When I was forced to march into the woods for 8 weeks, the food they gave us had absolutely no processed sugar. On day 4-5 I would’ve paid $400 for a piece of candy. nothing is worse than being forced into the deep forest after living a life of comfort and lies. But its good for memory. I remember cigarettes even though I dont smoke. I remember my grand parents even though they died and hardly anyone cared about them. I remember being lost in the forest days without food.

The feeling youre describing leaves you after the first two weeks. Then you can sleep in the dirt even with the sounds.

wasn't that hot. onto the next spicy challenge!