A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
busto asf and canrt ask parents for money
idk what to do im feeling real shitty.
kthxbai
No more frozen pizza?
got $15 x2 for food, torched it all.
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Maybe try to play some games that involve no money like csgo or others(someting fun and addictive).
Not worry about binking big score.
What's your biggest ever bink?
he does w/e he wants to do. coz he aint no bitch.
Play MTTs to the best of your ability. Don't focus on results. Bink or no bink doesn't effect your emotional state.
You have a generally leak in your game which is bankroll management (playing MTTs to high for your cash reserves balance)
Just be aware of that either change it or accept it and go ahead and play $55 $109s etc etc and satties. If you go on a run which may happen it may turn a leak into a edge.
I wonder how long he will be content with mediocrity.
Honestly considering shooting myself straight through my head and ending it all for once.
Kthxbai.
Edit: liked my own post
Honestly considering shooting myself straight through my head and ending it all for once.
Kthxbai.
Edit: liked my own post
Don’t do that. You should look into Payday loans. Borrow, grind, bink a tourney and payback asap. I mean statistically you play enough you should eventually bink something.
I did all of the paydayloans possible in Sweden and they are all at the national debt collectors.
You need to work more. Get a 2nd job at one of the underground poker rooms that you play at. Cash under the table and they won’t report you for working more hours than you should.
Cant work dealer anymore, im too bad at dealing.
Won $260.
Kthxbai.
Lost it all and then some more.
Haunting suicidal thoughts.
Bye