A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Favorite to go on and win wsop main not once but 4 times in a row and one drop 3x in a row. Then enter poker hall of fame 10 years from now.
Dreams are what makes life tolerable. There's no shame in saying you tried. It takes a special person to know when it's time to move on. You're not a failure for having tried to go after something. Hold your chin up high. Truth is, the end result of winning a bracelet or a ring is never fulfilling as it seems. Real meaning is found in a purpose larger than yourself. Go outside and look up at the stars when you get caught up in the stress of the world, and find something that isn't so miserable pursuing 😀 Always dream big.
Dreams are what makes life tolerable. There's no shame in saying you tried. It takes a special person to know when it's time to move on. You're not a failure for having tried to go after something. Hold your chin up high. Truth is, the end result of winning a bracelet or a ring is never fulfilling as it seems. Real meaning is found in a purpose larger than yourself. Go outside
yeah he should be buying his gf pink lambos and iphone 17s with his pocket change etc.
He needs to go play triton. 109s and $215s are like play money stakes compared to 250k live trition events. go on a run in trition winning back to back to back to back to back to back mtts and just sun running like a red sun making millions of dollars to buy house in monte carlo.
Considering shooting myself point blank in my head
Broke up with Josy.
In debt again, need like $600 for tomorrow.
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My
Life
Considering shooting myself point blank in my head
Broke up with Josy.
In debt again, need like $600 for tomorrow.
****
My
Life
I’ve been in some really bad spots too... broke, anxious, thinking my whole life was one big punt. Lonely. You’re not alone in feeling like this. Poker can make you believe your worth is tied to results or debt, but that’s a lie. You’re more than the last session or a breakup.
What’s worked for me is focusing on discipline outside the game first...eat right, walk, get your head clear. That discipline translates back to poker and to life. You don’t have to fix everything overnight. Just win today by making one good decision for yourself. Then tomorrow, do it again.
I promise you this....your story isn’t over. Don’t let poker or money make the choice for you. You’ve got more in you than that.
dont let the money affect u. just go back 2 back x67 times at wsop main. u will be 100 years old nearly winning wsop main.
At least you can take comfort not being the most mentally ill person ITT ChanY
Deep in the $109 WCOOP MAIN 171/887 out of 20k runners and 44.6BB.
Sattelited in for $2.20, lol.
Kthxbai lets PLAY
14.8BB AND A DREAM PLZ PRAY 4 ME GUYS
IM GOING TOFU CKING KILL MUSELF
Wow he wasn't even soooted, gg Chani u still da man don't despair brother your blog is an inspiration to many degens and seasoned professional alike
Go drinking, gym, getting laid. Forget making money from poker ur just losing it all. Invest in poker players who win is smart cause ur not spending 6 hours playing poker. In that time u could of banged 2-3 women.
Im so devastated i dont even know what 2 write.
Ran deep in the $109 final mystery.
Busted TT VS A9o for a 40bb pot.
Ace on flop.
Before that lost with Kings vs queens.
Ak vs QTo
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My life man
Why god why?
Sex life update?
