Hobbies for me in my current situation
Hi,I have participated in a math contest Traian Lalescu a year ago and I didn't get the prize but I did realize you don't use Google for every advanced concept in special mathematics.
I'm sorry that I caused this community such a discord and disturbance but I have no 7 years of education and I have no idea how to deal in certain aspects of life.
I want to try new hobbies but I have no tutor and I live in a student dorm.I have 0 social skills and everything which I read came from the internet and books about wackos,psychos.I had no intention to provoke anyone it's just that the past few months I drank bleach because my dad and classmates beated me and I had bled in the forehead.
I do have a picture of that but it's too emotional and graphical and some people from here won't react very well to that
I want to try something in electronics but I have no idea how to create a green PCB board from the start.I want to create something with microcontrollers.
To answer someone's questions from here:
Wolly, the reason why no one here is taking you serious and you actually made me post my FIRST post and it was to explain to you:
1. You should be responsible for your own decisions, you blaming or saying no one warned you is pretty weak to be honest. You are expecting that people should baby sit you through life. It does not work that way. If I had your mind set, then i may as well ask similiar questions that would come across as pretty dumb to be honest.
-Should I rob a bank? Why do some people do it?
-Should I trip over the elderly, I see some do it on YouTube, should I?
-How am I supposed to answer your question when I just said that my own father danced in front of me naked with his dick and I had no emotional level of facing him?There was a vid where I laughed by fear and I couldn't react very normal to that abuse.I was scared like **** and I had apnea.That apnea lasted 2 years from 2022-2023-2024.
I really am clueless to answer these questions! The whole point is that I feel discrimanated towards Didace,MarkFNw,Krunic,GusJohnsonGOAT and others because they do have families who care for their own goals while mine are a bunch of sex perverts,rapists,a godfather who was in a psych ward for 2 years and some arranged marriages.
All I heard by a guy in Discord is this ,,network support group'' idea.In my country there is no such thing,maybe disability help but that's all I know.
At least be honest and answer some of my questions because I'm totally clueless:
1)Is it ok if I create PCBs in a student dorm without a mentor?
2)Where can I receive this network support idea from the Social Assistance?
3)Do you get clothes and other things from Social Assistance or do you tell that to your employer that you have no clothes you play poker for a living and have no idea how to adapt to this world?
4)Is it a good idea to hide my past from others to girls in general?I had a cousin of mine from my father side and that guy had mental illness,looks like a fat pig and when he accepted a girl into our family she saw that both of them were totally nuts and scary as ****.
The whole point is that I feel discrimanated towards Didace,MarkFNw,Krunic,GusJohnsonGOAT and others because they do have families who care for their own goals while mine are a bunch of sex perverts,rapists,a godfather who was in a psych ward for 2 years and some arranged marriages.
What the hell do you know about me from a few short posts I've made in your threads? You play the victim card and your mentality is all "boohoo no one understands me" while making all kinds of judgements and assumptions about other people over the internet you've never met or even chatted with for any length of time.
My mother sexually abused me from around age 5-12. I have autism spectrum disorder. I was in a psychiatric hospital for a week 7 years ago and never told my parents because they would've only made me feel worse about it. I've thought about suicide thousands of times. I've never been able to have any kind of romantic relationship.
Stop assuming you're the only person in the world with problems and everyone else is perfect.
If your family is a bunch of perverts and wackos then it's very important for you to get a job, support yourself financially, and get away from them as soon as possible.
All I heard by a guy in Discord is this ,,network support group'' idea.In my country there is no such thing,maybe disability help but that's all I know.
I'm not exactly sure what this means but I think this person was probably talking about a support group, not some kind of government assistance. A support group is just when a bunch of people get together in a room who have a common experience and talk about their struggles and help eachother. It's very common for alcoholics, addicts, or people who've had some type of trauma like sexual abuse. If you're interested you could try a google search for the name of your city + "support group" + "sexual abuse" or "depression" or whatever you want to talk to people about.
And don't drink bleach.
Babe, wake up, a new wolly thread just dropped. Thanks for the shoutout!
I can't believe El D is still keeping the wolly thing going
No one gives a ****, Dude
Hobby for wolly - Implement all the advice received from Two Plus Two OOT.
What have you done for me philately.
New missed master posts are in this thread.
Try beastiality.
Suggested by a friend.
Try picking oranges on redbuck's plantation.
one new hobby might be researching campy songs from last centurys 50s and 60s eras
and of course these screens full of absolute rivingtons legends
plus bonus Koko preachin'
I could've sworn I was in the high AF thread but I'm on a road trip and I don't ride dirty.
That's me after I was beated by my dad and some roumanian cops!
dude, start as blog
Bro... you need to stop taking those blockers start taking testosterone already.
AND STOP CURLING YOUR EYE BROWS>
Considering the type of posts you make, I advise against posting pics of your face, especially now that we've entered the era of facial recognition technology + mass data scraping of the interwebs. But you don't seem like the type of person who has the self awareness to realize the potential dangers this presents.
Krunic that's me
I had a real image where the blood was seen but my other phone was destroyed by the cops and I had a software that recreated the image like in my example.
I had a intracranial hypertension along with a brain damage.
I'm not making this up!
People keep laughing of me because I can't train my body and have real muscles like the guys from Fist of the North Star!
How do I fight these people who keep beating me?
The right word for what I had was brain hemorrhage.
I'm ****ing scared!I'll just go to the gym and try to train my body but I don't have a lot of expectations that in 5 months my muscles will become hard as steel!
We've known you've had brain damage for a while.
How did you get into a fight with cops?
They searched for me in the street,I kept running from them and I was in a full depressive state .They kept calling me in the phone that my dad loves me,the world wants me and some stupid **** like that.
My mom kept saying how I was beating her when the reality is that she was way depressed than me and paranoic.
