Ex 5$/10$ 10/20$ old school high stakes player looking for staking at small med stakes

So i started playing poker in 2009, climbed stakes pretty fast at high stakes where i played hu and 6 max having decent winnings, after years i kinda lost the love for the game so i stopped for years than in 2020 i played again small stakes 25nl 10nl and 50nl, all with table select on stars winning around 8bb or something. I also played for 1 month 50nl on gg the leaderboard races and i was doing even at the tables while also winning the leaderboards alone playing 4 tables rush for 24h one day on one day off this is prolly my proudest achievement in poker 😀 because of how brutal it was and with that high rake finishing even at 4 tabling 24h is pretty good, this kinda burned me out and i had money to kinda do something else for years.

Well fast forward now i kinda need money and i started playing again small stakes to see where i stand if i still understand poker how accesible is still etc on pokerstars 6max, i tried to run a bankroll at micro climbing higher but sadly with all the expenses its impossible for me and it feels like a hamster wheel and just a waste of time of cashing out winnings instead of climbing stakes. I posted here my results, i started with zoom 10nl first and most likely ran bad played a bit worse because it was first time after years playing again than i played normal tables 10nl and the others as u can see in the results while also working on possible leaks i had and fixing everything, getting to know the meta and creating a strategy for my game.

Now as a player now that im more used with the game im playing a more exploitative poker even though i have a decent gto defensive plan i focus more on playing exploitative intuition based poker because this is where i shine the most. I have 0 degeneracy issues, i dont ever tilt other than some standard winning tilt where i play a bit more passive sometimes but thats all. If anyone is seriously interested i can do a team viewer where i talk about how i play and my thought process during playing so that u can asses if im good or not. Also i never lost my bankroll because of shot taking playing crazy games or anything like that it was just doing something else in life and slowly bleeding the cash with rent etc.

My situation is a bit more complicated, i would need to get 5000$ until end of july and because i have some deadlines than to pay. So my plan is to climb next to 25nl get a decent winrate sample over 100k hands than play 50nl for like one month and if winning there consistently with decent winrate try 100nl also. I would go full grind mode for at least 3 months and what i mean by this is 200k-250k hands per month 6-7 tabling normal tables on stars so even at 25nl i should be able to make a few thousands.

I am looking for 3000$ to have for next month rent which is 650 and some bills etc and than have a confortable roll for grinding. Now i would like to get some help and make it a longer term collaboration so that staker gives me some room with winnings first 2 months until i pay that 5000$ i talked about and after that paying the staker back and giving him some nice proffit so its worth the risk. Im not entirely familiar with how staking in my case would work but we can negociate and work something for both parties so that staker gets a nice return. Im a very trusted person and i would give to people interested my username and more history.

The good news is i love the game again, i feel i have quite a talent for the game and im willing to work hard in poker for at least one year from now on.