Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)
Take the good
Take the bad
Take 'em both
There ya have
The Facts of Life
*Sleep Chart*
Slept- FOUR HOURS
Awake - 4am, Thursday
It seems the dam is finally crumbling to pieces.
<3 the Bass line
Day 13 of Quitting Weed - A New Hope has arisen
A heating fan warms my toes, my legs, and my soul.
It's 4:44am. The world is still asleep. And I am wide awake.
For the first time in my life at that.
The live-poker ecosystem may be eternal.
And I may be on the verge of smashing that to pieces.
I sent a chart of my 2024 results to one of my best friends. A 62-year-old retired conman.
Me: (chart)
Him: Kooooool!!!!!!!!
Me: Pretty, eh?
Him: Gorgeous!
45-degree lines are rather nice.
And I'm such a charming, handsome man
Now I think I finally understand
Is it in my genes? I don't know.
But you'll soon find out, that's fo sho
Chapter 1 - Sushi Sucks
[The author is so mad about being served unfresh fish today. He is now retired from writing and hopes to see everyone in hell.]
This little janky arthouse blog now has 40,000 views.
7:28PM, Thursday, March 6th
I'm running on 4 hours of sleep. Which isn't great. And I'm also running on like 8 hours of sleep the past 5 days, which also isn't great.
I'm a little too tired to play poker. I can't play any better than my 'B' game when tired, and as a bit of a perfectionist I just can't cope.
Which sucks because it's my favorite thing to do besides masturbating to milfy type porn.
I also kind of need the money.
Life remains beautiful.
I am incredibly blessed.
You take the coke
You take the bake
You shake the scrape and there you have
The crack in life, The crack in life
You hit the block
With the rock
Watch for cops and there you get
The stacks in life, stacks in life
7:36AM, Friday, March 7th
A time of pain has come to pass.
Last night:
*Sleep Chart*
Slept - 6.5 hours
Awake - 7am
The totality of insomnia might not be over. But the hardest part is.
I took 1.5 Ativan last night, tonight I will be taking 0.5 for experimental purposes.
As it has been said, the world is my oyster, again. I can do anything I want!!!
And I'm no longer a pothead!!! How cool is that? (Well, I went to your room, and read your diary....)
("Watching Grunge leg drop New Jack through a press table"
And then my heart stopped:
"Listening to Cio-Cio San, fall in love all over again."
I'm a lot like you, so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me.)
We need to bring back 'douche' and 'douche-bag' as an insult. I rarely hear it said these days.