Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)
Faith Evans absolutely kills it. Probably one of the most difficult lyrics ever to be sung.
Know you in Heaven
Smilling down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you.
The definition of Genius is rather simple.
A genius does what others cannot.
To my knowledge, nobody besides me has ever repaired their Hippocampus by thinking about it.
😃
I wasn't the smartest in my High School graduating class. That was JF, a good pal of mine.
However, I probably achieved the highest with the least amount of effort.
Everyone from my class went on to College. Most of them are professionals by now in their field of interest.
I got sent somewhere else, to do something 10000000x more difficult than anything JF could even imagine.
It's truly the lord's work.
I suspect many people who openly "don't believe" in God are lying.
Because God used to have a strong connection to organized religion.
And if you believed in God, you also had to believe in superstition.
There obviously is a higher power in this Universe.
Quantum Mechanics explicitely demonstrates there is insane magic that we can't perceive.
And that is on a micro level. What about Macro? 😃
I'm pretty sure after we die, we go back to the quantum realm to be re-distributed.
(Except Hitler. Who still burns at the Earth's Core.)
The only reason I wasn't in the furthest advanced math is because my elementary school teachers, bless them, were kind of moronic.
Flashback to 4th grade.
Four students, and me, were abducted and put into a Fifth grade math class. I remember the lesson. It was beginner algebra, using an overhead projector, dark and light pawns were placed on each side to represent variables.
My mind was blown. I loved it.
But I was at times a shy kid.
And when my teacher asked me what I learned, I don't think I said anything back to her.
I'm heading to the gym. Going to walk until I fall asleep on the treadmill.
The 10 Most Impactful Songs of the 1990s
1. Back Hole Sun - Chris Cornell/Soundgarden
2. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
3. I'll be Missing You - Faith Evans
4. Ghetto Superstar - ODB
5. Mo' Money, Mo' Problems - BIGGIE
6. Semi-Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind
7. Gangsta's Paradise - Coolio
8. Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
9. What's My Age Again? - Blink 182
10. Santeria - Sublime
I'm offically keeping track of my sleep.
AORN I have been awake for....29 hours.
Not sure if I'm going to Ativan tonight, or just ride it out and see what happens.
There should be a typeface for when you are over tired.
I feel fraudulent producing the same scripture as when I am actually alive.
There's probably no point in staying up another 10 hours. I know I'm not going to suddenly be able to sleep in my current state.
I have a mild headache like there is a blockage of energy. Only drugs can make the dam break.
**** it. Ativan time.
Let's see......
I have 21 doses left in my prescription (from 2021).
If I were to dose once every 30 hours assuming no sleep, that would mean I am covered for the next 630 hours approx.
Which is only 26 days.
Which means I will need to make a doctor's appointment during this time to refill, because I have an expectation of 7 weeks total insomnia (38 more days).
*Sleep Chart*
Slept = 2.5 Hrs
Awake = 6pm, Monday
I really liked this song as a kid. It's definitely a masterpiece, which, tragically enough, ended the careers of The Goo Goo Dolls.
The song was so good, they were not able to write anything comparable onward. They erected too large of a mountain to climb again.
Rzeznik was approached to write a song for the City of Angels soundtrack, and the end product was "Iris". This song continued the band's fame, as it stayed on top of Billboard Hot 100 Airplay charts for a record-breaking 18 weeks and spent 4 weeks at No. 1 on Billboard's Pop Songs chart. Iris held the record for the most weeks on the radio for almost 22 years before The Weeknd released "Blinding Lights" and broke the long-standing record on August 22, 2020. Shortly after Iris was released in 1998, it was nominated for three Grammys. According to several interviews with Rzeznik, he was experiencing serious bouts of writer's block when he was approached, and was on the verge of quitting the band days before he wrote the song.[27]
"Iris" was included on the quintuple-platinum Dizzy Up the Girl, considered their most successful album, and was among top-ten hits "Slide", "Black Balloon", "Broadway", and "Dizzy" from the same album. In 2001, the Goos released their first ever compilation CD, What I Learned About Ego, Opinion, Art & Commerce. Next, Gutterflower (2002) achieved gold certification, producing the hits "Here Is Gone", "Sympathy", and "Big Machine". On July 4, 2004, the band performed a free concert in Buffalo, playing through a deluge of rain that can be seen on the DVD released later that year. The DVD also contained a studio version of the Goo Goo Dolls' cover of "Give a Little Bit" by Supertramp. The single reached the top of the Adult Top 40 chart in 2005.[citation needed] July 4, 2004, has been proclaimed "Goo Goo Dolls Day" in their native Buffalo, New York.[28]
Last night, during the sleepless-athon, I tried learning Black Hole Sun on my Yamaha accoustic.
It was as if all of my fingers were broken and no longer connected to my brain.
I put down the guitar. Which now lies right next to my computer chair.
Today I picked it up, and the song came to me perfectly.
Older, but nothing's any different
Right now feels the same, I wonder why
I wish they told us
It shouldn't take a sickness
Or airplanes falling out the sky
Do I have to die to hear you miss me?
Do I have to die to hear you say goodbye?
I don't wanna act like there's tomorrow
I don't wanna wait to do this one more time
Right now I am Edward Norton in Fight Club.
Later today I aim to be Tyler Durden, again.
Time passed very quickly during the first week of my insomnia. All day Sunday I thought it was Saturday.
It has since slowed, which is nice in a way.
I charged my car last night with a very good friend of mine.
I'm going to buy him some pot for his birthday coming up.
John von Neumann's biographical lens is pretty nuts. He was all-universe in a number of disciplines.
But funny enough, he was known to be a terrible driver of cars.
How could the world's smartest man not be able to drive a car well??
This makes me feel a lot better about my chess abilities.
