A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Good luck. Remember, if an older gentleman stares at you working out for a while and then offers you a "tip", say no thank you and run the other way.
Depends how much... Could be a good sunday grind.
hey guys im not gAY lol. xD
did the work today for like 2 hours.
lost $150 in the club before, i already said that i just remember.
still very depressed about M.
pokers goingg cold, was going to satty into the $82 hyper againn but a donkey rejammed 40bb with a8cc and recCKT MY JJ.
i just hit a 2 outer in PLO for $36 which of, this happened 4.5 minutes ago I only have a $7.50 hyper tournament left.
tomorrow i get my $100 which of i owe $70 - lol.
pathetic.
man alteaast If I had M s love and attention I would be a bit fulfilledd but now all i feel is a void.
Ok, busto.
Made a bad call with AThh in the $7.50 hyper where I lowkey had a stack and got rekt by AQcc.
Thats it for nowz, got $50 to grind for tomorrow.
Kthxbai.
[QUOTE=ChanY;58974403]hey guys im not gAY lol. xD
/QUOTE]
your in the closet?
Ok, busto.
Made a bad call with AThh in the $7.50 hyper where I lowkey had a stack and got rekt by AQcc.
Thats it for nowz, got $50 to grind for tomorrow.
Kthxbai.
You gotta get better bro. Make big laydowns with AThh when you know your beat. Otherwise your burning cash and you always will be working at nightclubs lifting weights until u lose your hair from all the supplements.
Im not in the closet, lol.
I know man, for 25bb its a pure fold. Maybe 16bb its a call.
Waiting patiently for my $100 which probably wont even come today T_T.
Gonna ask some friends around for an extend until tomorrow.
You should probably save $10 of the $100. Good practice to get into. Buy real money like gold coins or silver coins once u got enough to buy some.
too late for that.
things looking GRIM.
lost $50 basicity already got 3.75bb left in a $5.50 sat.
registered two $11 high roller long shot sats, busted with AA in one of them v j9dd.
the other one honestly i don't even remember, yes now i remember kqo vs a6o and 88. turn was a 8 there was a q on the flop.
there we go, things looking grim as ****.
asked my colleague how much of the remaining $50 he needs back.
k
thx
bai.
we not cooking but we got 7 tables going.
got to keep $50 from my colleague and got $50 from my backer as a loan.
i will update if i cook.
kthxbai.
lost qq vs aa and got on tilt.
3 small tables left.
after that i will **** myself up with sleeping meds and gtfo to sleep.
lost $100+ today.
edit: SOS guys i need acute support feel like absolute ****, **** MY LIFE F U CK MY LIFE WHY AM I SUCH A ****ING DEGEN DONKEY.
HAD ****ING MONEY TO GRIND BUT ITS ALL ****ING GONE FFS FML
OK THAT WAS IT RANT OVER
KTHXBAI
i feel like bashing my head against the wall full force.
busto in the last $5.50 satellite, no hope left. okay i got 9.82bb left but just lost 3 way allin my ak v aq and qq and hit nothing,.
TT right now, a dude 2.2x i am all in.
my last cents. he has................................ a4hh and 20.1% 6.8% 100% he spikes ace on the river 😉
that was it for today guys, **** MY LIFE ****ING HELL
It's still early bro, I bet you can go find some more boys to work out in front of. Grind don't stop!
Lost my cool, again.
Lost it all now got $15 from a friend.
Donked it all off.
Lost kqhh on hearts board vs a ****ing DONKEY THAT ****ING CHECKJAMED A2DD ON 588 TWO HEARTS BOARD AND HE HELD FOR CHIPLEAD POT IN IN THE $11 SAT TPO THE ****ING $109 FENOMENO AND NOW I AM DEATHLY BUSTO LIKE DEATH DEATH DEATH
GOT DEBT COLLECTORS ON MY NECK AND HAVENT PAID MY STUDY LOANS SO I AM ****ING COOKED TO DEATH.
WILL ALMOST OD ON MY SLEEPING MEDS AND ****ING GO TO HELL
Got a $50 loan which I torched.
Sstted into the $109 fenomeno and played the $11 fenomeno where I had a huge stack.
Rejammed 18bb kqsd vs btn open and sb flat, and sb calls with 22 and spiked a set of.
Turn gave me open ender but here I am, missed.
Then I donked my stack off in the $11 with A9o vs ****ing a7o, and here I am.
I honestly feel like jumping of a cliff, like I am obviously not gonna kill nyself but thats how I ****ing feel.
I wanna ****ing vent to someone, but I got nobody to talk about this to.
Fml man ,fml.
Working tomorrow 9.30-14.30 so thats something atleast
Kthxbai guys I will try to not kill mySelf.
Call up your girl. If you can sit there and listen politely while she complains about the dude she's really into, she can at least listen to you complain about standard hands. Relationships are a two way street!
Oh yeah, I'm sure she thinks that the guy who works 4 days a month and needs her to buy her own drinks is rolling in dough.
She earns $6k+ a month so she is fine.
Atm in the gym drinking a redbull time is 07.29,
Got appointment 08.30 to get my lethal injection lol
And after that I will be working.
Yeah thats it for now, I feel better than yesterday. Atleast not suicidal anymore.
Kthxbai
What conversation? Are you mentally challenged?
You claimed she has noticed I am broke somehow because I dont buy her drinks.
I dont work 4 times a month I work on average 2.5 days a week if that is possible for you to understand.
Work went ok, so tired I almost fainted.
Got $20 to grind with so I will register the $11 stacKOaurus satty.
Kthxbai.
imm ****ED
FIRST i punted of a 17bb stack vs btn jam with a5ss in the ****ing bb.
i am tilted To death, the insurance or whatever sick company wants to know my previouss work provider.
and i worked 2 weeks in 2023 without telling them.
now i AM ****ED.
ON TOP OF MY DEBT I WILL ****ING PAY Back PROBABLY what I ****ING OWE THEM ****ING HELL.
imm ****ED
FIRST i punted of a 17bb stack vs btn jam with a5ss in the ****ing bb.
i am tilted To death, the insurance or whatever sick company wants to know my previouss work provider.
and i worked 2 weeks in 2023 without telling them.
now i AM ****ED.
ON TOP OF MY DEBT I WILL ****ING PAY Back PROBABLY what I ****ING OWE THEM ****ING HELL.
I find your posts funny bro.
Do you find what your talking about is funny to you?
A5ss is a call all day 17bb deep vs a BTN Jam. its a call 25BB deep as well. its a fold 30BB deep. I haven't caculated the ICM.
It's just standard bro. You need a bigger roll and play more.
I find your posts funny bro. Do you find what your talking about is funny to you?A5ss and A5o is a call all day 17bb deep vs a BTN Jam. its a call 25BB deep as well. its a fold 30BB deep. I haven't caculated the ICM. It's just standard bro. You need a bigger roll and play more.
hey pileupthecoins, thanks for lowkey making my day.
got $12 more, and almost lost it all on PLO lol but made it to 19 bucks and registered the hot $16.50 prog KO.
kthxbai.
Is there a point you have set in your mind where you will say "ok, we've tried this, this and this but to no avail. I'm going to move on to another endeavour", or do you intend to try until you can't go on any longer?
