A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
Ahh man it sucks, sucks oh so bad.
I am charming, good looking etc but I have lost my killer instinct.
Had my chance to kiss her earlier in the night when we had a pre party at her place but I messed up.
85% of our talking subjects is her ex, and I am just such a ****ing donk to accept it.
Bro shes probably a hooker bro.
Ive had off duty hookers talk about this stuff with me.
You need to get back to work and play MTT's thats your purpose.
Gym is just to look BIG at poker table.
Quit cash or pit games and play some satties and normal mtts.
Once you win big mtts you will get girl like scarface says get the money, then the power then the girl.
atm u got not much money, not much power and no girl just a friend who will use you.
Ahh man it sucks, sucks oh so bad.I am charming, good looking etc but I have lost my killer instinct.Had my chance to kiss her earlier in the night when we had a pre party at her place but I messed up.85% of our talking subjects is her ex, and I am just such a ****ing donk to accept it.
Bro shes probably a hooker bro. Ive had off duty hookers talk about this stuff with me. You n
She's definitely not a hooker. He said she was from an affluent family and buys her own drinks. What makes you think she is hooker? Plus no hooker is going to waste that much time getting to the point.
Ahh man it sucks, sucks oh so bad.
I am charming, good looking etc but I have lost my killer instinct.
Had my chance to kiss her earlier in the night when we had a pre party at her place but I messed up.
85% of our talking subjects is her ex, and I am just such a ****ing donk to accept it.
Serious question - how old are you? One one hand, this thread is 9 years old, but your posts about interactions with females make you sound like someone in high school. Not trying to be a dick, but I'm old and maybe that's just how guys in their 20's interact with the lady folk these days? Not sure. Good luck, though.
She's definitely not a hooker. He said she was from an affluent family and buys her own drinks. What makes you think she is hooker Plus no hooker is going to waste that much time getting to the point.
Ive had hookers waste time with me it seems. They don't know I know they are hookers. a quick search in ads confirmed it.
this one is probably not a hooker however.
he needs to focus on poker mtts not women at this point.
Ahh man it sucks, sucks oh so bad.I am charming, good looking etc but I have lost my killer instinct.Had my chance to kiss her earlier in the night when we had a pre party at her place but I messed up.85% of our talking subjects is her ex, and I am just such a ****ing donk to accept it.
Serious question - how old are you? One one hand, this thread is 9 years old, but your posts
Some got scared, beaten down whatever you want to call it by the metoo movement and are anxious to make a move.
Poker players are notoriously bad with women (I'd include myself in that category) and yet I'm not nearly as bad as some I've seen.
Even just being above average intelligence and overthinking things is a net negative when dealing with your average woman. And I think a lot of poker players fall into this category, over analyzing rather than just acting. Comes across as timid and weak.
I always do better when drinking (as long as I'm not wasted) as I don't overthink and I'm not nearly as cautious.
Some got scared, beaten down whatever you want to call it by the metoo movement and are anxious to make a move. Poker players are notoriously bad with women (I'd include myself in that category) and yet I'm not nearly as bad as some I've seen. Even just being above average intelligence and overthinking things is a net negative when dealing with your average woman. And I think a
His problem is he's broke. If a lady earns more money than him and hes laying on her bed hes allready losing. shes got more power than him.
he should be inviting the women to his crib. not the other way around.
He needs to omit certain information.
Instead of chasing hoes around go get some paper. (money)
No, it's a good thing he's on her bed (which almost certainly means she wants to fuck) while he's broke. She's stressing out about her ex but all that means is she probably wants him to help her forget the ex.
It's way more enjoyable to have a woman who likes you for your looks and possibly personality than because you're rich.
she is no hooker, so i get quite offended by whatever dude in her calling her that - stop that.
i am 12% in love with her, like literally 12% it used to be like 75% but i just get turned off by the fact that all she talks about is her ex.
today I worked an event in a night club where i was working out outside of the night club in a mini gym.
getting $100 for two days of work, which is pokers money.
oh and the best part is i sattied into the $82 hyper 7 rn which starts in roughly 20 minutes.
i always satty in to it, i am such a sattelite expert 😃
but still depressed about recking myself with M, like I have just lost my teeth and sharpness...
check out my fitness journal to see how OP looks, like I look pretty handsome and i am very muscular. also pretty charming.
but ever since my stints in the psychiatry and being on these heavy meds i have lost a party of myself that i can't seem to reclaim.
the 6th of june they are re-negotiating my my meds and everything related to that but it seems grim my doctor says....
they really want me to continue be on the meds...
fml and kthxbai that was it for me rn.
no fml btw, lets ship the $82 hyper shall we?
It sounds like you're saying that you are getting paid to work out, in a night club. Is that correct?
correct.
busted the ****ing 82 hyper
got in a set of 44 on heart draw board athh he had and rivered the backdoor straight for shipload pot.
then i rejammed a9cc for 15bb off vs co open he had KK and i flopped a club draw which bricked out.
busted with ato vs 88 and q8ss, flopped a beautiful ace but turn and river was club club sending me to the showers vs the 88....
in a $11 satty to $109 fast friday atm 4/22 with 5 seats paid.....
kthxbai.
man i got rekt in the $11 satty for a shipload pot.
donkey kong idiot from brazil shoves 19.6bb on btn with t7ss and i have qq, he flops a ten and then i see the disastrous second ten on the turn and there is no coming back..
feeling very demoralised but i will give the $162 a shot tooo with a $16.50 sat.
managed to slam down a couple of bounties int he $82 before busting, sent $11 to my super duper degenerate sports better friend and got $66 left.....
kthxbai.
its 23+ of age, all kinds of people. its like half outdoors and half indoors so its a pretty chill place.
Busted the other satty.
Rejammed k9cc vs super high vpip guy 12bb i was sb he was co.
He had a9dd, didnt win obviously lol.
Got $33 left to my name. Getting another $100 tomorrow as mentioned.
Still feeling sad about M, very sad.
I feel like an utter failure, miserable dude.
Broke, stupid and dumb ik those are synonymes but I am truly stupid and dumb.
How could I allow her to turn me into an emotional tampon? Stupid ****ing me, dumb idiot I am. where is my manhood???
Just a drunken thought. You should changed the title of this thread to "A raging fish with a boner".
Getting hurt by someone you like/love is something that will happen over and over again - it's **** but get over it. Finding the right life partner is the best thing a person can ever do, unfortunately, you have to put yourself out there and in the process open yourself to getting hurt.
Personally, I stopped playing satellites, I find I get overly invested in the target MTT and once out lose interest in other mtts and the session in general - so not a good use of my time. And time on this earth is limited - it might seem like you have an infinite amount, but you don't. When weeks starting blending into one and you on the rinse and repeat cycle, you probably doing something wrong and it's time to shake things up and modify the grand plan.
Just a drunken thought. You should changed the title of this thread to "A raging fish with a boner".
i didnt really have a boner in bed , I was just sad. i put my hand on her shoulder and she promptly removed it :/
but yeah when we were dancing in the pre party at her place and we hugged and we were closed there admittedly was a boner. lol.
Getting hurt by someone you like/love is something that will happen over and over again - it's **** but get over it. Finding the right life partner is the best thing a person can ever do, unfortunately, you have to put yourself out there and in the process open yourself to getting hurt. Personally, I stopped playing satellites, I find I get overly invested in the target MTT
i understand where you come from, but I will play satellites until the day i die. they are the nuts. and yeah my days weeks and months have been blending into a mishmash which is super bad tbh. and yeah you have to stick out your chin in order to find someone and sometimes that means being clocked on your chin clean (like now for me for instance)
no, for sure not gay4pay. very straight.
atm fun playing a table of PLO got $20 bucks to my name.
will start working today the 2nd day with the same task of lifting weights outside of the night club in 2 and a half hours.
that was it for now, kthxbai.
thank you all or your responses and your posts in here <3
i didnt really have a boner in bed , I was just sad. i put my hand on her shoulder and she promptly removed it :/but yeah when we were dancing in the pre party at her place and we hugged and we were closed there admittedly was a boner. lol.i understand where you come from, but I will play satellites until the day i die. they are the nuts. and yeah my days weeks and months have
how did u find that job of lifting weights?
I had a tank top under, but it was a bit too cold to wear it so wore a t shirt and then my adidas tracksuit over.
OP is straight afaik, like really straight.
I ****ing love women <3
How did I find the job?
Saw an ad on instagram that they were looking for fitness people for an event for a nightclub.
My sister advised me to charge money, otherwise I would have done it almost for free.
I get free entrance to the club the whole summer and free eating and drinking for yesterday and today.
So Yeah the $100 is really good rn for me
Got $33 on my stars roll, will maybe be playing a very short session live in an hour.
Thats it, once again thanks for all your repljes posts and whatever they for sure cheer me up.
Got $33 on my stars roll, will maybe be playing a very short session live in an hour.
whats the roll now?
Lost $150, played a stupid hand with JTo like a dumb idiot. Got rekt by KK.
Owe my backer $250 now which absolutely sucks.
On my way to the gig now, which I will do 19-22, and hopefully getting my $100 after which I will grind with 2night.
Kthxbai.
Lost $150, played a stupid hand with JTo like a dumb idiot. Got rekt by KK.
Owe my backer $250 now which absolutely sucks.
On my way to the gig now, which I will do 19-22, and hopefully getting my $100 after which I will grind with 2night.
Kthxbai.
Good luck. Remember, if an older gentleman stares at you working out for a while and then offers you a "tip", say no thank you and run the other way.
