Mix game journey

i forgot i brought water

and some coke and some waffle cookies

actually i paid the whole amount
$550 for half a month

she pays so much rent for her business already

and idm at all 1100 a month
place is spacious n neat thx to her

ahhahahahahahahhaah

great tweet

maybe i do some school stuff over the weekend and hope to one outer.

Oh this chick has got you paying for her Budget Suites room? That's pretty gangster

when we go out she pays for majority of the meals how about that.

its a nice place that goes for 2200 a month we got a sublease for 1.1

went from -8.5 to +12k this past week!
good job good job.

win.

wasnt able to get into wynn 25/25 plo except the day i played 20/40 mix but obv i committed to the latter game already

gf of the decade!

xmas! going to palms today!

showed her the rw saloon room the other day

thee two r my fav pocs from the sacramento plo games but i rly dont see myself going back there to grind. esp after me outting that prop that owed - although i do commect still w a few ppl back home.

me sitting in trolley the other day during shopping

wpt main FT railing

texas man won - absolutey dominated.

was maxx colemans shove too wide??

this is too funny

we got to palms and checked out the high limit area and came out to the sea of bacc tables i was sweating a bunch ladies while my gf holla'ed me from the adjacent table and what u know - it was Minh Ly!

I gave him a bear hug! And he went on talking about how palms only give 5% rebate on 10k losses while rio gives 10%

God I love Minh

Then right after I got a couple texts from kessler n he's telling me to go play his series at Planet hollywood. I don't know how to say no so I just gave him a heart emoji

How do I tell him that I lost seven buy-ins in a tournament of his in which i only fired one bullet...

enjoy life guys. it's sorta short

terrible christmas night
-10k ��

last night's loss was so brutal.
need time to regroup and play again.
so tilting. there was a very annoying rec at the table that set me off. fuxk.

Bro you play 40/80 you lost 1Bi lol

1 buy-in @ 40/80 is 10 bets = $800.

I have played 40/80 NL only once - it was the wynn 20/40 NL game w $80 straddle back in september 2023.

But also a big part of playing is not so much whether one can afford to or not, it's about life flow.

i yelled at my gf publicly at crockfords bacc lounge. wow. she paid me back 13 n i lost 23 dimes myself.

And we have been fighting since 4pm after i lost my last 5k hand. The main argument was her not responding to me since 8p last night and it's afternoon next day already + me trying to drag her away from the table + me sitting down and losing 20k myself and urging to leave even more.

she lost 36k since last night.

It is so brutal as she firmly believes that bacc is beatable and wants to be a professional baccarat player along w me - ig i showed her it ain't possible - but i mean she used to do 50k a hand so....i'm the real clown.

i am stuck 25k in the pit tonight and i broke up w her at the bacc table while she broke up w me later in the car.

But she assured me that we are still together after slamming her keys on the floor at home - but i have to accept the fact that she will never stop bacc-ing.

I was up 2 then stuck 10 then up 2 then stuck 23 (after losing 8 hands in a row....) and me losing negatively affected her and it was gravely unfortunate. Should have deposited the 22k to my rw account after being unstuck. (There was something else at play too...it was disturbing)

I will try to get myself unstuck in a lot of the spots - I can and cannot at the same time believe that there are people that genuinely believe that baccarat is beatable by reading the board. I have written many programs on beating bacc but none worked aside from the few known methods of counting side bets but ev is miniscure. But game itself bacc is unbeatable. But i guess be open minded just a little bit and think just maybe there's a +EV tunnel.

this has to be one of the worst nights of my life, not financially actually, but emotionally.
maybe this is how ppl grow. Damn son. Her maturity might have saved the relationship.
Also our first real fight.

I can really really feel that this is a very crucial juncture in my life - w uc davis dismissal, w gf situation, w bkr management, w relationships w my family.

Gl bud.

this is the breakfast she made now after last night's fight

The floor and some of the customers were laughing obviously. jimmy the fool.

Are any of the mixed game OGs giving you advice for your relationship? I'm sure they've seen some kind of version of this a million times - young guy moves to Vegas with gf that has hobbies averse to pro gambling.

well, Ted for one, obviously, he told me on phone exactly what to say to my gf prior me walking into crockfords but my mind was filled with negativity at the time that despite my gf giving me the biggest smile ever whilst having 20k in front of her at the table, i messed things up.

And there's a pro from texas who's good friend w keith lehr that follows my relationship closely too - had my gf roll dice for him before at encore. he gave me some general advice but in all honesty, if losing at bacc is the only bad thing about this relationship, it's a good relationship and two months into it, we had our first real fight - it's okay. But losing 23k sucks for me personally, especially after losing 11k in tournaments in the last couple weeks. wsopc coming up at planet hollywood - one or two horses + i will play the 400 n 600 nlh myself.

im physically ill too, giving a hail mary at school to see what happens, now that the 20k i punted in tuition to uc davis seems a lot....

i just wanna stfu n have a good life here in vegas or in texas, florida, etc.

i'll do my best n see what happens. But life is simple, the political and economical systems that we live in complicate things.

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This morning my gf commented on how warm it is in vegas despite being in December and went on talking about the cold places she’s been to. My reply was - the coldest place I have ever been to was your heart during our fight last night.

getting sent some HH from TCH (dallas or somewhere), poker is well n alive!

I raise the pot!!!!

just do it out of love
i hate competing
need to fix relationship w parents

i hate ego, im just a lil boy.

normally after waking up, i'd see a bunch texts on the phone for games or for whatever; new year's morning, i wake up to nothing except a misdial by a game organizer on telegram.

so chill.

enjoy.

walking to rw is 45 min from my apartment; walking to rio is 15 min. May go hang at rio if i dont play the wsopC at planet hollywood today.