Quantum Entanglement (A Love Story)
I've made two bonehead statements IRL to people close to me that irk me in the present.
One was an explanation of a phenomenon.
One was a statement of fact about genetic disposition to a family member.
It would be kind of innapropriate to re-visit these convos with said people. They probably don't matter to them, and they might not even remember.
Still, I have regrets!
In my shoes
Walking sleep
In my Youth I'll pray to keep...
I came along
And wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
It was called, "Yellow"
blog sucks when X goes down lol
The Electric Guitar is both extremely fun and accessible to almost everyone. The amplifier and pickups automate the work/magic -- for example, woodwinds and brass require an embouchure [the shaping of lips, facial muscles, and tongue, to control airflow, tone quality, intonation, and articulation], drums require using muscles and a lot of body coordination. Anyone can then strum the strings or play a note. Playing a note requires pressing down with any of your fingers (or teeth), it's pretty much the first movement a newborn baby learns, anyone can do it. They have several guitars on display at guitar stores usually that you can play if you are respectful. TBH I would not go in and crank the volume as a complete noob as that would not be the most respectful strategy. Rather, a noob should quietly strum an Accoustic preferably in a closed off area. An expert will have no problem navigating these highways. Back to playing notes ---- if you sequence 3 or more notes you can play music that has been written by professionally paid musicians. "Dammit" by Blink182 has a 3-note measure at the start of the song. If you play more than one note together simultaneously, you then have a chord. Sequencing chords gives you melodies which create songs. "Brain Stew" Has a 5-chord progression that defines the entire song, anyone can play it you can even abbreviate it by playing it on the low E string. There are what seem like endless tricks of the trade, including hammer-ons, pull-offs, bends, harmonics, and also the entire library of Music Theory --- such as power chords, pentatonics, "circle of 5ths", arpeggios, and down a rabbit hole you can go.
Everything in the above statement is accessible to players of all skill level. That is what imo makes it extremely beautiful.
i wrote that
when weakness turns my ego up...
i know you'll count on the me from yesterday
if i turn into another
dig me up from under what was covered
a better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone
Buying a PRS on the day my new gaming monitor arrives for max stimulation.
Using Ai I vow to do some cool **** on guitar.
This is my decision -
To live fast, and die young.
I've got the vision...
Now let's have some fun 
in between hits
is where the Tuma lives
life is a series of moments in between hits of marijuana
no time to search the world up and down
cuz u know where i'll be found
when i come around
what if i wasn't a human, but an alien entity that hacked its way into earth's internet
im from 100,000,000,000 lightyears away
sup mom if ur reading this
up on melancholy hill
there's a manatee
just looking out for the day
when you're close to me
remember when i was young
i shone like the sun
shine on you crazy tuma
this is exactly what i would do sometimes in mental hospital stays. id sit with a pencil and write out all the song lyrics i could think of.
im surprised they allowed us to use pencils.
I'd like to think I embody the eccentricities of Hunter S. Thompson balanced by the imagination of Stephen King.
It's probably a lack of Imagination that killed Hunter too. Depression sucks. Getting old sucks. Doing hard drugs for a long time sucks. Don't do drugs it's not worth it.
Black and White pictures of her on my wall
I waited for her call
She always kept me waiting
I've got an unlit Joint between my lips
The night calls me like the division bell
I'm afraid of the moon, and what it might say
Death by AdHd paralysis and Autistic Overthinking 