A raging fish on a heater
Intro,
A memoir of a degen:
I've always loved to gamble, and I have done so since I was a kid. It did not start of very w
No plz dont listen lol go the Banana way and cry about it later here
Banana can only get pussy when he pays for it
Prob has a face only a mother can love but hey he crushes in his own mind so thats something at least
Lmao too easy. 3 in 1 rage combo, dude has emo control of a toddler. Legit ****** like i said.
What are the chances in the next 5 years of puntmeister killing himself?
Damn this is grade A fighting in my journal.
Keep up the good work
-$600 today.
Lost half ny bankroll today.
Played like dogshit and was on monkey tilt which I have never been before.
**** my life.
Spent $300 raving yesterday aswell, ****ing hell. 09.36 in the morning and havent slept and cant sleep. Took 10 sleeping pills but they are not Working.
**** my life, **** my life - **** my life.
Going busto in 3...2....1....
Lost $500 more yesterday.
Played a live MTT like a ****ing fish aswell, ended up soft bubbling.
Came home and blasted away about half of my remaining bankroll.
$900 left to my name, once again my back is against the wall.
Can i make it?
Probably yes.
On my way to the club to play Live cash game, lets hope it goes well....
Didnt win. Not that bloody, lost $100.
I feel hopeless, and lonely.
No girlfriend, no nothing
No support, no one gives a **** about me.
**** my life.
A couple of days ago I was balling and had like $2500. Now im in in rags.
**** my ****ing life.
You need help man...
Says some random dude named puntmeister.
Another losing live session.
Lost $100 on CG and $70 on a MTT
50k@ 1500/500 i raise EP 4k 8c9c older dude makes it 9k, btn flats i flat.
Flop comes 852 rainbow with a club.
Villain bets 25k.
I have some backdoors, and top pair.
Honestly easiest fold of my nice against older tight but I decide to go for it.
$420 left to my name and back is as against the wall as it could be.
How old are you chany?
Yeah Buddy, kind of Yeah.
2nd in the Big 5.50 and third in the bountybuilder 2.20.
Roll at $550 now was down at $70.
Back against at wall i do my greatest work.
Lost AA vs KK in the nightly $55 and AT vs A5 in the bountybuilder $162 ****ing hell.
But ran well in the lower ones.
I should game select but I dont, I love the satellites man and I do great work in them.
On to the next day!
Ordered €250 worth of supplements including two testosterone boosters one mood/calming/herbal support and one energizer and man did they WORK.
I AM NOT ****ING TIREE ANYMORE YEAH BUDDY LETS GRIND THIS OUT!!!
I feel like 30s now old enough for you to be honest with yourself about some stuff and young enough that if you do some things now you have the rest of your life in front of you.
Probably sounds like bollox, but it’s not.
I feel like, and I could be wrong; but maybe you are looking for these rapid solutions to everything. Your bankroll, impulsivity, perhaps physically? Idk. But some solid advice I can give you because actually been there, quick fixes don’t work and they don’t help even when they do work.
Let’s say you sat into a 1k and bink it for 100k. Sounds sick right, everything will be ok now. But it won’t, no BR management, no tilt control, pussy/drugs/booze, the money will be gone in no time and you’ll feel exactly 100 times worse than you do today.
You could start sorting yourself out for real and stop ****ing around. I don’t know you bro, but I want you to succeed and be happy.
I feel like 30s now old enough for you to be honest with yourself about some stuff and young enough that if you do some things now you have the rest of your life in front of you.
Probably sounds like bollox, but it’s not.
I feel like, and I could be wrong; but maybe you are looking for these rapid solutions to everything. Your bankroll, impulsivity, perhaps physically? Idk. But some solid advice I can give you because actually been there, quick fixes don’t work and they don’t help even when they
Thanks bro.
I am a ****ing degen and I know it, there are thousands of degens like me.
Some make it, others dont.
I am on the verge of making it, I know it and I can feel it.
Now I got some good supplements aswell that has boosted me to the skies so I am ready to ****ing rock.
Thanks for your good written message, I appreciate it.
And guys, remember this.
I CHOOSE to be honest about myself and my life and poker.
I could bluff all I want in here and pretend to be what I am not
But I choose to expose myself, and this is mostly a journal for myself.
So Yeah, puntmeister people can go **** themselves sideways.
I also just choose to be honest bro and if you cant handle that that is not my problem i tried to wake you and get a point across but its all on deaf ears im just gonna sit back and watch this trainwreck happen from now.
I also just choose to be honest bro and if you cant handle that that is not my problem i tried to wake you and get a point across but its all on deaf ears im just gonna sit back and watch this trainwreck happen from now.
youll be postin here again in like a month. just stfu faggit.
No Limit Hold'em Tournament T500/T1 000
Buy-in: $100+$9 USD Hold'em No Limit
PokerStars
8 players
Formatted by SharkScope.com - Track your poker statistics and avoid the sharks
Stacks:
UTG - UTG (T28 860)
UTG+1 - Hero (T93 163)
MP - MP (T29 875)
MP2 - MP2 (T31 443)
CO - CO (T48 426)
BTN - BTN (T27 805)
SB - SB (T34 699)
BB - BB (T43 809)
Preflop: (T2 500, 8 players) Hero is UTG+1 with Kc Ks
1 fold, Hero raises to T2 210, 4 folds, SB raises to T34 574 (all-in), 1 fold, Hero calls T32 364
Flop: 8c 7s Th (T71 148, 2 players, 1 all-in - Hero: T58 464, SB: T0)
Turn: Jh (T71 148, 2 players, 1 all-in - Hero: T58 464, SB: T0)
River: 8d (T71 148, 2 players, 1 all-in - Hero: T58 464, SB: T0)
Total Pot: T71 148
SB shows Jc Jd (a full house, Jacks full of Eights)
Hero shows Kc Ks (two pair, Kings and Eights)
SB wins T71 148
just ****ing happened in the $109 fenomeno for the ****ing chipleadi ****ing need to vent or else ill ****ing smash my room I keep getting ****ed over and over again in these ****ing higher buyins its ****** ridicilous
**** my life busto soon
No worries.
KK hand sucks but it’s standard, many of the regs I play all the time are honestly just punting spew space stations but they are crushing, I put it down almost entirely to their BRM, they just ride the variance train to binks and because of sick BRM they play enough volume to see a bunch of “its happening”.
