A raging fish on a heater

16.50 hyper with 50 bucks in your account might not be the best idea. I don't expect you to play 50 centers but maybe $3-$5 buyins would be prudent.

Whatever you got cash coming the 25th and another run at glory 🔥

Its all in or nothing, had a run in the $5.50 fast 5 but busted A9ss vs 22.

Right now live degen update got to borrow $200 from my friend and going to play $2 $2 live cash game.
At $1k I will cash out whether its a hit and run it not, kthxbai lets get that $1k.

Busted $200 was up at $400.
Hade bad luck with AA and KK, cba to write out the hands but not my day.
$400 in debt now, so Yeah I am cooked.

dad is asleep its itching to play the $11 hyper $82 sat and asked two dudes for a $25 loan but both seem to be afk.
man it sucks.
i busted my last $200 AKo vs JJ, RIP.

gay 4 pay?

Im straight as a ****ing ruler bro, wbu?

Aight
Got a $25 loan that I burned in 10 minutes.
Borrowed away $5 of them to the most degenerate miserable dude in the world, trust me if you knew him you would think I am an angel he is the most ROTTEN miserable degenerate ever but I consider him a friend (barely). **** him and **** everything.

are u playing satties or regular MTTs?

Come to Philippines once you make your next score. Can bang a different beautiful broad every day and live poker 24/7

he's going to need at least 120k to last a year.

Call.

If he studied what would his chances be to win even with gambling addiction and schizophrenia?

I'm studying solvers now.

Win or keep a bankroll? I'd imagine he's already a winning player at sub 16.50 buyins. Punting off all his remaining tournies after he loses a $55-109 that he sattied into isn't helping matters though I'm sure.

punting at blackjack is plain stupid.

He needs to study at $55s and $109s to win at them?

I'll stake him for live poker if he can just play like a nit and grind it out. Back when I had a borderline gambling addiction I used to be able to put in a lot of hours at the tables now I have zero motivation.

Might be too much temptation here across the board though you can go off the rails in any number of ways. Makes sin city look like a walk in the park by comparison.

I'd imagine anyone would have to study and be disciplined to win at the $55-109 buyin range online poker, at least for any sort of significant clip long term.

what live MTTs or cash? what alcohol, steroids, drugs, hookers, waking up next to a ladyboy?

How would you study to win at $55s-$109s?

GTO Wizard grind?

Both me and OP want to be winners at MTTs so telling op how to study would help him win at $55s-$109s.

I dunno if OP has a problem with alcohol or drugs ATM but if he hasn't that is a plus.

He's got a issue with borrowing from friends all the time which would be annoying for his friends. Friends usually ya just hang with or drink beer with at the bar and try your best not borrow money from.

go to a bank to borrow money.

Nice to be have a cool discussion in here.
Took 6 melatonin 5mg a pop and 6 Propavan and I still cant sleep.

Still suffering from crippling anxiety and depression over how quickly I went from hero to zero, one week ago I was on top of the world

The most hilarious thing is I told two chicks about my big score and one of them was like I hope you dont lose to all back - LOL.

Im rekt guys, i am ****ing rekt
Getting $550 in salary, have several thousand dollars in debt. I am COOKED guys.

Booze, women, drugs, gambling 24/7. Cash games are better here but some live Mtts are occasionally worth playing.

I guess ladybodys can be an issue if you get that wasted or have an affinity for them, for most it's easy to avoid.

Several thousand? I thought you've borrowed like 400 since you busted your bankroll.

You need to gain a little perspective you weren't on the top of the world before and you aren't on the bottom now. You had 2 or 3k which is a nice start but far from life changing. I mean maybe if you lived in Africa and your earning potential was 50 cents per hour it'd make sense to be devastated but just get a full time job and you can be back in action asap.

I just want to see you back on top, was a hell of a ride when you were killing it.

You're in Sweden right? If they got free therapy take advantage of it, gotta use all the resources at your disposable my man.

He can't even sleep ATM.
It's not as easy to get a full time job right now for him. He hates his line of work for a start.

Find a job he likes doing is the first goal.

I'd imagine training sites, maybe GTO wizard even some of the free youtube stuff seems to have some value. Get a coach, join a stable if possible and get to use their resources etc.

I'm buckling down this year myself and determined to be a winning player. No more fucking around let's get it!!!

He's not. I browsed his SS and over the last 2 years he was losing in every single buyin range, even down to $5 and under.