A raging fish on a heater

i went out raving tonight and i was on fire except i got no chicks lol.
atm 1/54 in a $16.50 which i regged twice for my last $40.
was down to 2bb lmao but i now i am absolutely cooking.
$600 for first which is good money for my coming sunday grind!!"
kthxbai

guys we cooking we on the ft of the $16.50 hot xD
$600 up top, man i could do so much with that on a sunday could i not?
could easily turn it like into $10k or whatever and from then i go on a SCOOP tear and make $100k.
kthxbai

Gosh dang it, busted in 6th shoved 88 with 18bb in the CO straight into JJ that rekt me good and felted me all good.
Atleast got $120 bucks which is a decent Saturday roll to grind with after i hit the gym tomorrow.

Man i need to get some chicks man, like by all standards I look very good and handsome but I just cant ****ing pull the trigger lol.

Kthxbai

Its possible to turn that $120 into $1200 playing blackjack. just try it. then u got a sweet roll for sunday 😀 then proceed to win thousands then you can have any chick u want.

i am not cooking at all.
busted the $126 or $134 or whatever.
mustering up strength to ask my father for our money.

kthxbai

ask him for 10k. he can only say no. or yes

Ofc.
Got $25, busted it.
Asked an old colleague for $50, he couldnt loan.

Fml man, so few days ago I was on top of the world now I am buried in blood again.
Fml fml fml fml.
Will try to get $50 tomorrow.

You don't feel embrassed asking 50$ loans as a grown man?

Yikes, I feel bad for your parents. Just reposting this in case you’re close to hitting your bottom.

You seem knowledgeable and passionate about lifting. Perhaps consider becoming a personal trainer to supplement your current income. This might be a line of work you’d actually enjoy.
As it’s probably not realistic to go from 100-0 with your poker/gambling addiction, give chess a try to satisfy your dopamine and mental stimulation needs.
Instead of bugging friends and family for gambling related loans, ask them for help on this project.

Do you have a script you follow when you hit people up for money? Is it straight to the point like "yo I need a loan" or do you try to bs about like hows the family first?

He wines and dines them on credit, bangs them and then asks for loans.

And you are exactly who?
Gtfo my journal

Like every single one of you piece of **** broke ass forum nerds doubted me the first time and I will prove you wrong once again.

I know why I went broke and its ****ing miserable to the extent that I want to break someone or something in half. Cant state it here but Yeah, If I had access to one thing it would all be very different.

No fml this time, got $25 that I burned in 15 minutes now waiting for my friend N To reply.
Will get $50 from him, and no I am not ****ing ashamed at all I am ****ing proud of who I am.

All you doubters can EAD you wouldnt manage 10 seconds in my shoes.

Word

got $20 bucks from my childhood friend N and I ran it up to a $55 scoop bounty builder warmup $250k gtd dead.
54.6bb and a dream 😀

What exactly did you "prove wrong" if you are currently panhandling for the amount of money that a low end fast casual meal costs?

If you get therapy and stay within bankroll management you'll prove us wrong, trust me I want to see you succeed.

I don't think anyone thinks you are such a bad player you aren't capable of binking a tournament or 2

Busted everything and every single loaned penny.
😀

No, and who the **** are you?

got a stake from my father lol, managed to get into the $82 hyper! suffered a terrible beat with kk vs a7o but i claws myself back to a win!
t-minus 27 mins in the ****ing $82 hyper which I will SHIPPP!!!!!!!!!!!

Busted the $82 hyper.
Got in JJ vs Aq vs AJ and ace on flop, felt like smashing my whole room into dust.
30bb left.
Got down to 15bb rejam 88 and got called by AK and AQ, ace on flop 😀
I feel like unleashing violence upon something or someone to a very great extent, but I wont.

Thats it for today kthxbai.

Going out on Wednesday with a girl that I fancy and I got $0.02 to my name 😀
My gym card also ran out yesterday so I am ****ed there too.

Just a week ago I was on top, I already wrote that twice or thrice but if I only didnt ****ing go to the club and lose $450 last Saturday after that rave I wouldnt go on a monkey tilt.
**** my life man, I am such a massive degenerate.

There's always a chance to win tomorrow.

Thanks JustASpectator for being kind.
That Is true indeed.
Thanks for not being a piece of **** and kicking on someone that is down for a 10 count.

At least you'll know she isn't in it for the money.

Let's fucking get it!!!!!!